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If I could do it all over again
Posted 02/13/2008 at 05:50 AM by Condar
Warning Emo Alert, don't say I didn't warn you.
Somedays I look back at my 25 years of existence and wonder if I could do it all over again would I make the same mistakes and would I still make the right choices. Would I let myself be pushed under by guilt, shame and sadness or would another side turn against the darkness.
I don't know if what I've gone through can be exactly called the norm or if these years have really packed in all it can handle. Hell maybe I got off light and didn't know it. All I know is that I'm still here and for better or worse I'm happy.
But back to the subject at hand, would I do it over again? Fuck no. If I had a choice I'd say screw it all and take totally different paths. Except one, but thats not something I'm going to talk about. Instead of going left I'd go right, instead of playing soccer I'd play football. Instead of being a computer geek I'd be a mechanic or something. Theres a billion people who would say they'd do it over exactly as planned. I wouldn't variety is the spice of life. Why do the same when you can find something new.
But as this web site is mostly about the paranormal I have to wonder, do we get another chance? Are there multiple universes all acting out another you, that you could have been? Is there a life after our mortal death? I don't know... and the older I get I wonder to myself... do I even want to know?
- Brian
Somedays I look back at my 25 years of existence and wonder if I could do it all over again would I make the same mistakes and would I still make the right choices. Would I let myself be pushed under by guilt, shame and sadness or would another side turn against the darkness.
I don't know if what I've gone through can be exactly called the norm or if these years have really packed in all it can handle. Hell maybe I got off light and didn't know it. All I know is that I'm still here and for better or worse I'm happy.
But back to the subject at hand, would I do it over again? Fuck no. If I had a choice I'd say screw it all and take totally different paths. Except one, but thats not something I'm going to talk about. Instead of going left I'd go right, instead of playing soccer I'd play football. Instead of being a computer geek I'd be a mechanic or something. Theres a billion people who would say they'd do it over exactly as planned. I wouldn't variety is the spice of life. Why do the same when you can find something new.
But as this web site is mostly about the paranormal I have to wonder, do we get another chance? Are there multiple universes all acting out another you, that you could have been? Is there a life after our mortal death? I don't know... and the older I get I wonder to myself... do I even want to know?
- Brian
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This reminds me of the Seinfeld episode where George Costanza does everything opposite and everything goes his way for a change! He gets it all..at least in that episode.
I would do things different as well..Just because I dont have any regrets dont mean I wouldnt do my life different if I could....I surely would!Posted 04/29/2008 at 05:05 PM by gonzogirl
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I would do exactly the same as I did before. I did everything I wanted to do as a child. I traveled may be 30 times or more around the world, I wanted to fly airplanes, I did from the slowest to the fastest in the world. I wanted to be at sea, I did work on quite a few ships. And so on. I am very lucky that all I wanted to do I was privileged to do. Well I did not go into space but I came mighty close to it flying at 120.000 feet you already can see the stars at daytime and the sky is almost completely black.
So if I die tomorrow I would not feel so bad as there are very little new thinks to do. It sometimes gets boring now.
RegardsPosted 08/21/2008 at 09:08 AM by jurgen36
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