Checking in

Sorry i haven't been updating my blog for abit for those who actually read them, can't say alot has happened lately so nothing really to talk about.

I did have another dream that involved what seemed to be the end of the world, athough if defanitly felt more liek a dream than anything i didnt have the feeling and emotions like the previous one's, for a short run down of it if anyone is interested, what i can remember is i was in a bunker of some sort or a basement and i was with a female of asain decent i believe and there was a argument about food and rations and spices and that the water was tainted like the rest so we couldn't use it. I recall the group of people panicking and getting angry and i was trying to comfort this girl telling her it will be ok, thats all i can remember is i was holding her around her waiste telling her it will be fine before i woke up, unlike my other ones this one didn't strike me as unique or odd and out of place, just seemed a regular dream to me so i didnt think anything of it.

The only other odd occurances was one night i remember waking up scared out of my mind i don't know why but i was terrified and i recall thinking to my self i have to get up i have to get to the tv and turn it on, so i did then went back to bed.

The other one was i recall waking up at one point and i couldn't move "don't bother saying sleep paralysis i freaking hate that term" and i recall it seeming like the top of my vision was cut off like if someone was holding a object over the top half of your eyes cause i frantically tried to move this object from my vision so i could look up and see what it was but was unsuccessful till everything just went dark and i must of fallen back sleep.

My normal pattern is i wake up 2-3 times a night to check my surroundings i don't know why i do it i just do and i have accepted it as a routine every night, but the first one is somethign i havent experienced in a fairly long time, and the 2nd one i have felt like this before but this is one of the few times i havent been able to fully move.

I had another dream like the 2nd one many years back where i was sleeping on the couch and i could see my self sleeping on the couch then i heard something running down the stairs and all of a sudden i was back in my body and it felt as if something had its hands over my throat and pushing me into the couch, i remember waking up out of breath and struggling my way outta the couch "you know when the cushions slowly move away and you fall inbetween them, i was like that" But with that i could move my arms and legs i just couldnt remove whatever was choking me.

So thats it for now i will make sure to update again with anything peculiar. I have another dream but i don't consider it Blog friendly it is rated R to say the least, i bring it up only due to the fact that after putting a few pieces together i realise in occurances of other abductions people are picked and mated and i believe this to of happened to me.

but thats all for now, see you guys in chat when i rememeber to go to it.......