I have been doing alot of thinking about the possible abductions i have under gone, and really it has made me think, why, why on earth would i be chosen to be abducted? If there is a cause or reason why isnt it being explained to me? I have thought about going under Hypnosis but i am not sure i really want to remember thoughts that i have purposely locked away or by chance they were all just simply dreams and i waisted some ones time. I have done enough research and readings to know that under hypnosis i can focus on just specifically the dreams and have my subconscious mind tell me what really happened or that nothing happened at all, i suppose ether way i would like to eventually find out. I posted in another blog about the dream of the surgery i under went and as of late i have been noticing a dull sort of pain in the area roughly where in the dream they hade performed surgery, its not like a pain i have ever had before ether and there isnt a mark so it is hard for me to explain how it feels, it really isnt bad enough to go see a Dr. over not as i would even if it was.
I would like to believe everyone has a purpose on earth, we may not always know what it is but eventually our purpose will be served. Maybe my purpose is to be posting on here and telling others my story, maybe someone will stumble across this and realise there not alone and it will help them. I have always been the quiet type, i will sit back and listen and observe, the speak when spoken to type, but i have always had the urge to talk i feel i am full of information in not just life experiences but in research and just by observing the world around me, if asked i will tell you my storys and my experiences my thoughts and my dreams. But as many before me and like me i don't have the means or the willing open ears to tell my storys, perhaps its what drew me to this site and why i feel the need and comfort to tell my tales to the residents here.
I'm not sure this is exactly how a Blog is suppose to be used but i am using it as my Vessel to talk and help and share my wisdom and storys with those willing to listen and can look past my poor grammer and punctuation. Those here and even those who just happen to come across this i hope that if nothing else i atleast have entertained you a bit and please feel free to ask as many questions or make as many comments as you like dont be shy! BlastTyrant aka Jake Burke signing out from Minnesota for the night.!
Blog entry posted by BlastTyrant, Jun 9, 2012.
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