P.S.: I hope I'm not offending you.
The dead girl, my beloved friend;
What's with the dead girl? Everything, that's what. All of this eventually funnels to a dead girl. (And it is not only about her. I am somehow right there next to her in all of it)
All these people stalking me, violating me, harassing me, playing all these stupid games, all the cryptic things all over history, the Titor posts, all the associations and institutions, the whole context, all of it leads to a dead girl. The implications and scope of this are far greater than anyone realizes, I assure you. It is indeed all about a dead girl.
It is as if they went through all of that trouble and slowly tortured me as to lead me on a big long trail eventually to rub it in my face that my friend is dead. For all intents and purposes, I have gone through a gauntlet of torturous shit and essentially had my entire life involuntarily exchanged for/spent on a dead girl.
I think I at least deserve the truth, at least. ...So, where the hell is she? What did my life just get spent on?
THAT, my friend, very VERY much offends me, indescribably so. Livid is an understatement.
You see, when we start digging onto all that is about the dead girl,/my beloved friend, it gets pretty intense, probably pretty messy considering the scope and implications. Everyone wants to make it about a dead girl. I think; O.K. let's make it about a dead girl then. Where the fuk is the dead girl? Where is my beloved friend?
Regardless of all this, I would still like to go back and save her life. If the world would let me, if the world would help me, if it is possible, if I can get away with it, I will.
Then again, all things considered, with all of the drama and bullshit, IF I DO go back, I may have to disassociate with the whole situation entirely. That means I would have to stay away and let her die knowing it is possible to save her.
Because of all of these people's games and bullshit, I may not be able to go back. It may have screwed it all up.
I would like to do positive things with time travel, but the world and it's evil ways isn't simply letting me do something good.
THAT offends me more than anything, I suppose.
People really do need to stop with the nonsense and start calling their hands.
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