Carl Miller
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In my own life relevant contributions on the internet concerning serious matters have influenced me profoundly and helped me personally break through the confines of my own self imposed restrictions to my freedom. In other words, they have helped me into changing some mistaken creeds that had been impairing my progress. This is interesting conclusion the fact that we do not have to meet one another personally so that communication can be effected. ..for that matter no one in our living memory has met Buddha or Jesus.....What really matters is what effect the "messages" of these masters had really influenced X or Y. Who can tell I am actually a fake instructor. If you have been following me it wouldn’t sound to you since the beginning that i could have been a charlatan. If I sometimes lecture I also apply practicalities such as my own experiences that I post here and are considered by few as spamming. From now on instead of putting- Carl’s reply I may as well type- Carl’s spamming, it would make no difference as long as my contributions are posted. By my musing one can infer that I have really learned something by others. And it does not seem so bad as it looks like.
I have listened to many experiences from those who have claimed to have had contacts to alien beings. Before having had a personal life changing creed transforming my own encounter with ets i used to tag as abusive any kind of literature relating to ets as fraud deceptive lies. The first book i've read on the subject, a book on Uri Geller was automatically thrown to the rubish or garbish as you wish as soon as et influences appeared. Having been brought up in a Catholic typical family I would be sent to the mental professionals if I mentioned ets. But i was betrayed in my faith by my own experiences and i have witnessed myself the abductive ongoing process my wife had been going through. The climax reached as we both went to the gynecologist and she went through uterus scanning. And the doctor pinpointed the site on her left ovary in which ova were extracted. What a perfect operation, he pointed out. And he asked her abruptly who had done that operation. Please let's not talk about it now, doctor, my head is aching, she added. How can i deny the evidences? I know what i have seen, now i speak like those citizens from Phoenix, Arizona when questioned if they had really seen the lights. I know what i have been through. I can relate to the dozen visits from the Greys in our bedroom as i learned how to stand still paralysed with fear while they did medical procedures on my wife, who really did not care much about that.
= sunshine once i have been a skeptic too. Once having got a book about Uri Geller's life i threw it to the next garbage when the author started to mention ets. i don't blame people from not believing. One will have to see it to believe it. More than that one will have to see it checking out with other 'seers', if not one will take the risk of negating one's own reason.
.have some knowledge of terrible side-effects after a traumatic encounter with these beings. It relates again with my late wife and more specifically with her youngest sister who had serious skin problems after the close contact to a ship while they listened to the radio in the car on that farm late at night. There's something traumatic in that event, i know. It looks like they both have been abducted cause they both lost consciousness of the whole event having dropped in a deep state of amnesia. After that happening my late wife's sister has never been the same. She just got sunk in drugs and finally had died in a confused car-crash.
Now after these 20 minutes it occurred to me a very lucid et experience at those times of intense et activities in which my late wife used to channel these entities spreading rays of curse on the human being in general. 'i hate these weak human beings', she said. Then she would read curses quoting the psalms and the old testament from the bible. Obsession from ets for sure. She made me swear to commit myself to her friends and help them hurt human beings. i pretended to obey while i thought about how to help her cause her behaviour was quite abnormal and the phenomena increased in an escalating way. At that time i saw and felt myself on a ship that led me and a group of people to a space-little town orbiting the earth and this little town or whatever was made out of iron. By then i would participate in shaman ceremonies. Some of the spirits would carry swords, others arrows or clubs. Well, i noticed that there were lots of strange military people working on that base. They sent other away and kept me there in a kind of waiting room. i was standing. One of the beings in uniform pulled the trigger and i was hit in my right arm and some of the shamen spirits weapon, such as sword and arrow flew away from my right hand. And the beings in the room started laughing. There was something mean in their mocking attitude. They didn't like human beings. Well i returned to my physical body and forgot about that experience. Later on some two months after i got hurt in my right hand. i know that wounds in the etheal causes wounds in the physical body by reflection. That's the explanation that i got for what happened to my right hand.
-i posted some experiences at random to try to connect the dots, so to say, to make it clear that these entities do not resemble humans as long as emotions are concerned. They judge things differently and they tend to adopt the military behavior as if they were trying to develop a strange kind of human-like nature personaging military people from all ranks.
My Gosh, so much could be said about a certain species, the so called Men in Black. There are enough evidences they do try to imitate the spies with that weird behavior you would thought this is all part of a comic book. It is not.
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I have listened to many experiences from those who have claimed to have had contacts to alien beings. Before having had a personal life changing creed transforming my own encounter with ets i used to tag as abusive any kind of literature relating to ets as fraud deceptive lies. The first book i've read on the subject, a book on Uri Geller was automatically thrown to the rubish or garbish as you wish as soon as et influences appeared. Having been brought up in a Catholic typical family I would be sent to the mental professionals if I mentioned ets. But i was betrayed in my faith by my own experiences and i have witnessed myself the abductive ongoing process my wife had been going through. The climax reached as we both went to the gynecologist and she went through uterus scanning. And the doctor pinpointed the site on her left ovary in which ova were extracted. What a perfect operation, he pointed out. And he asked her abruptly who had done that operation. Please let's not talk about it now, doctor, my head is aching, she added. How can i deny the evidences? I know what i have seen, now i speak like those citizens from Phoenix, Arizona when questioned if they had really seen the lights. I know what i have been through. I can relate to the dozen visits from the Greys in our bedroom as i learned how to stand still paralysed with fear while they did medical procedures on my wife, who really did not care much about that.
= sunshine once i have been a skeptic too. Once having got a book about Uri Geller's life i threw it to the next garbage when the author started to mention ets. i don't blame people from not believing. One will have to see it to believe it. More than that one will have to see it checking out with other 'seers', if not one will take the risk of negating one's own reason.
.have some knowledge of terrible side-effects after a traumatic encounter with these beings. It relates again with my late wife and more specifically with her youngest sister who had serious skin problems after the close contact to a ship while they listened to the radio in the car on that farm late at night. There's something traumatic in that event, i know. It looks like they both have been abducted cause they both lost consciousness of the whole event having dropped in a deep state of amnesia. After that happening my late wife's sister has never been the same. She just got sunk in drugs and finally had died in a confused car-crash.
Now after these 20 minutes it occurred to me a very lucid et experience at those times of intense et activities in which my late wife used to channel these entities spreading rays of curse on the human being in general. 'i hate these weak human beings', she said. Then she would read curses quoting the psalms and the old testament from the bible. Obsession from ets for sure. She made me swear to commit myself to her friends and help them hurt human beings. i pretended to obey while i thought about how to help her cause her behaviour was quite abnormal and the phenomena increased in an escalating way. At that time i saw and felt myself on a ship that led me and a group of people to a space-little town orbiting the earth and this little town or whatever was made out of iron. By then i would participate in shaman ceremonies. Some of the spirits would carry swords, others arrows or clubs. Well, i noticed that there were lots of strange military people working on that base. They sent other away and kept me there in a kind of waiting room. i was standing. One of the beings in uniform pulled the trigger and i was hit in my right arm and some of the shamen spirits weapon, such as sword and arrow flew away from my right hand. And the beings in the room started laughing. There was something mean in their mocking attitude. They didn't like human beings. Well i returned to my physical body and forgot about that experience. Later on some two months after i got hurt in my right hand. i know that wounds in the etheal causes wounds in the physical body by reflection. That's the explanation that i got for what happened to my right hand.
-i posted some experiences at random to try to connect the dots, so to say, to make it clear that these entities do not resemble humans as long as emotions are concerned. They judge things differently and they tend to adopt the military behavior as if they were trying to develop a strange kind of human-like nature personaging military people from all ranks.
My Gosh, so much could be said about a certain species, the so called Men in Black. There are enough evidences they do try to imitate the spies with that weird behavior you would thought this is all part of a comic book. It is not.
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