people; I know and feel your pain. There's days I wish I never got into trouble and got stuck in a rut trying to get out of trouble and help. Believe me; I do. I wish I can still be at home playing my games; kicking back and relaxing and keeping up with the good things in life. Heck; I wish I never got caught in this rut in my life being conned by some lousy con artist drug addict who ruined my life years back and making me sick to the point I no longer functioned healthy and good in my life. People; believe you me; I was in major belief of anything going law of attraction, libertarian and believe anything I came across until I realized I have to trust something; otherwise I was going to keep losing my mind in my life getting nowhere. I've tried people to stay out of trouble and want nothing to do with it. I hate it. I wish I was making money and collecting my valuables and keeping up with the world. If anything; I wish I can provide immortality and youth and perfect health to people to not worry about dying but doing what you want to keep doing. It's a sad and sick twisted concept yes; but to keep it simple people; I can understand you're all's wishes and am sorry you all feel that way too. There isn't a day that goes by and wishes I never got sick and kept going in life and pushing to get thru school for a good education and collecting my valuables; get out of debt and own s nice luxurious car and beyond. I understand people. I wish I were there already doing whatever o want and plesse. That's why I'm considering of deciding to give this thing one more chance. I realized I lost who I was over the past 8 years of my life asking for a cure and healing and prayin and reading my bible. I understand how people are on here and am sorry I got very riled up. I wasn't and still am not going thru s good time. People everywhere are my enemy no matter where I go. But honestly people, as much as I'd really love to go back to 2008 I would do it and still am ambitious on coming and getting to that point. I lived a good comfortable life until this scumbag came into my life and conned me into giving this garbage douchebag a ride and my money and getting scared of his calls for being a lying shit that he was. All because I decided to give people s chance at life being a good person. Can't csre about people apparently even if they are your best friends. And honestly I didn't like that this had happened to me. Like I said; I'm going to give this another chance to change the past and go back on this specific date to change and prevent this garbage from happening to me so that I can live the comfortable life that I deserve to live instead of being completely sacked into being completely stupid like I have always been. I didn't appreciate you all getting into drugs out of desperation and honestly you all need to think score you act. I don't have to take crap from any of you all, nor do you have to do the same from me. But like I said; I don't appreciate being harped on, called on or asked many times about things I don't have to tell you. I don't have any obligation to help you unless I see it fit. You all are on the same length too. But like I said; I'm willing to contribute and help; so long as I'm not annoyed pestered or given sny crap. I'm not going to deal with peole making fun of me or whatever. I have low tolerance for it and honestly I'm not going to deal with it period. And if you get snarky with me or demanding I guarantee you I will cut you off. I would like to help you all once again. I was not in s good place in my life. My life sent down a very bad path and I needed help. So I will once again help and give you all help. I know you all have dates, I do too, mine specifically 7/27/2008. I want to avoid getting in trouble with this schmuck and keep pushing to a good point in my life before getting in trouble with this sick lying fuck. Hell; if any of you even succeed in getting rid of this fuck out of my life before I even get to meet him on that day; I would forever be thankful to you; so that my future better self would be happy you came and helped get me out of s jam I didn't want to get into. Thanks slot.