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<blockquote data-quote="label" data-source="post: 234430" data-attributes="member: 5940"><p>I am grateful she survived, I really am. </p><p></p><p>I am a single parent and my child saved my life on many occasions. Giving me the will to move on push forward. But very soon this will change as my kid is getting ready for the grownup world and I must face my life alone again. While alone I am not in good hands as I love everyone and my enemy but I hate myself to a scary degree. </p><p></p><p>I have no love for myself. I don't look at myself at all. I haven't seen myself for a long time now. When I enter a bathroom I would cover the mirror and when I use a public toilet I would ignore the mirror as best I can. I am always in a high stress situation and my chest is always in pain lately. But nothing matters my job as a parent is done my kid doesn't need me anymore. I am glad they are independent strong willed and have a real drive within them. </p><p></p><p>Me, I am a mess, my life doesn't matter my soul doesn't matter. So when when in my belief my God takes me He will break me and scatter my soul into hells eternal fire where I will scream forever after. No kindness, no love no hope just pain. Knowing this makes it hard to get out of bed but we push on.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="label, post: 234430, member: 5940"] I am grateful she survived, I really am. I am a single parent and my child saved my life on many occasions. Giving me the will to move on push forward. But very soon this will change as my kid is getting ready for the grownup world and I must face my life alone again. While alone I am not in good hands as I love everyone and my enemy but I hate myself to a scary degree. I have no love for myself. I don't look at myself at all. I haven't seen myself for a long time now. When I enter a bathroom I would cover the mirror and when I use a public toilet I would ignore the mirror as best I can. I am always in a high stress situation and my chest is always in pain lately. But nothing matters my job as a parent is done my kid doesn't need me anymore. I am glad they are independent strong willed and have a real drive within them. Me, I am a mess, my life doesn't matter my soul doesn't matter. So when when in my belief my God takes me He will break me and scatter my soul into hells eternal fire where I will scream forever after. No kindness, no love no hope just pain. Knowing this makes it hard to get out of bed but we push on. [/QUOTE]
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