I'd like to say that I want to be a kid again but my childhood was the worst soo... I don't think I wanna relive that as a child (or even as an adult) again so nevermind.
White skin is one of the beauty standards in the Philippines. As a person who is fairer than my classmates I get stared at like that one time in a beach with my swimsuit on. Others also ask if I'm a halfie. Both my parents are Filipino but I think they have some Spanish blood too.. (1/2)
For a long time I've eaten and drank foods and juice good for the eyes and yet I'm the one who has astigmatism (and my right is nearsighted) in the family. It's so unfair.
I used to fantasize a lot. Now my mind is blank. I used to imagine many things until I fall asleep. Now I fall asleep by thinking of nothing. Sometimes I think it's a good thing by how much I've changed. Sometimes I just can't stop thinking otherwise.
I feel bad for mentally laughing at someone or thinking bad things about some people even tho it's just happening mentally. I just wish I have a more benevolent mental thinking or something.
Sometimes I go on paranormalis to write a personal status that I won't ever dare share on my social media accounts cuz I'm scared what my friends or family will say or do. So going in paranornalis to write personal stuff is like me going anonymous on my posts..
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