Accumulated Doubt
Hello all,
I have some thoughts to share with this community. I have followed the Titor event since about June 2001. Though I have spent much time as a believer, I have now accumulated some doubt and I should share it.
I owe very little to the m-oron-s at Anomalies. They have their own church over there. And it is full of C+ physics students. I owe much, however, to TampaUSA, Cornelia, Paul, Anoah, Hack and others for my scepticism. I owe my conclusions to a few other smart people I could debate this with in person.
The Two Crucial Attributes of the Titor Event
The two following points do not debunk Titor. They do provide enough doubt for one to move on to other topics of interest. I came to this forum for the truth. I am happy to settle for true doubt.
The Internet Forum as Church, Facilitator, and Gulag
Any formal religion cannot survive without a locus for practitioners to congregate. An agreed upon space is necessary: church, shrine, temple. The locus is the prime part of any "organized" religion. An internet forum holds all the attributes of this space save the phsyciality. In a forum we can congregate, discuss, learn, and shore up our faith. A thread I have been most loyal to now appears to be the most religious: Titor's predictions starting to come true. Were I in the catacombs beneath Rome around 60AD, waiting for the Messiah's return, I could not be more Christian in my participation. We come to this shrine for insight, strength, truth, or just interaction with other believers. The Titor religion is special though: it is the only one where the believers and the heathens congregate at the same time.
The nature of the internet facilitates the Titor event. No one knows the truth behind any particular post. We know the bad spellers among us. But who is the one posting? What is their real name? What are their motivations? Who is really a part of what group? For every hoaxer debunked there are a million half-truths and falsities that thrive. Could the Titor "team" have been ten individuals? Forty? My name is not MNC. Does the internet facilitate more falsity than truth? Future culture critics will see this website and others as being a necessary part of the Titor event.
The internet allows for an exchange of ideas. It does not (currently) allow for vigorous debate. Posting a counter argument, quoting your opponent, and waiting for the reply in a forum will never replace four or five minds actively engaging each other in the seminar, parlor, or living room, looking each other in the eye. Socrates feared writing because he knew his written ideas could never defend themselves the way he could in person. The internet shares this heritage. We think the internet has opened up new worlds for us. And it has. But it has isolated us and obscured the one "world" that brought us here: vigorous debate. The Titor event thrives on this new isolation. Smart people cannot argue here the way they can at the kitchen table or at the pub. This is the new gulag. We believe we are interacting on a higher level but we are not; we are interacting from the electronic equivalent of a wooden cabin in Siberia. I hope you are enjoying my note from Siberia.
A Genius, a Visionary, a Deluded Messiah
My favorite Arthur Conan Doyle quote is "Talent instantly recognizes genius, but mediocrity knows nothing higher than itself".
If you read his posts and believe Titor was a college student, or you believe he was a garden variety anti-government type or some combination of the "types" we pin on him, then there is nothing I can do for you. The individual responsible for this Event is a genius in the truest sense of the word. His mind stands above us all.
Our history is full of individuals who could "see" the future. We call them visionaries. When Henry Ford closed his eyes at night he could see the highways now crossing America. Einstein saw nuclear politics long before the cold war. Thomas Jefferson knew slavery would eventually be a problem for the states of the union. None of these men made "predictions" but they had a good sense where the day's events and progress would lead. Titor was such a visionary. He could "see" a security vs. freedom struggle long before the rest of us. He also decided to share that vision as best he could.
All of us can be divided into two groups: those who want to save and those who want to be saved. In a past life I was a teacher. When one of my colleagues saw my final grade list, she said, "Oh you are such a Catholic--you want to save all the souls". She was referring to the fact that I failed few. She was right. I wanted to "save" them. John Titor was from the same camp. He wanted to save us. He believed in his vision and figured out the best way to promote it and thereby save as many as possible. He took it to the internet where it finds new converts each week.
Conclusion
So these dual attributes are central, crucial to the event: the gulag and the genius. Though the truth cannot be found, the doubt can. And, strangely, it is the doubt that sets you free.
To be sure, America is trekking through a difficult time as I write this. Things might get worse before they get better.
But I am now free of this; I am not saying goodbye, though. I enjoy the minds in this community too much, though from a hut in Siberia.
Hello all,
I have some thoughts to share with this community. I have followed the Titor event since about June 2001. Though I have spent much time as a believer, I have now accumulated some doubt and I should share it.
I owe very little to the m-oron-s at Anomalies. They have their own church over there. And it is full of C+ physics students. I owe much, however, to TampaUSA, Cornelia, Paul, Anoah, Hack and others for my scepticism. I owe my conclusions to a few other smart people I could debate this with in person.
The Two Crucial Attributes of the Titor Event
The two following points do not debunk Titor. They do provide enough doubt for one to move on to other topics of interest. I came to this forum for the truth. I am happy to settle for true doubt.
The Internet Forum as Church, Facilitator, and Gulag
Any formal religion cannot survive without a locus for practitioners to congregate. An agreed upon space is necessary: church, shrine, temple. The locus is the prime part of any "organized" religion. An internet forum holds all the attributes of this space save the phsyciality. In a forum we can congregate, discuss, learn, and shore up our faith. A thread I have been most loyal to now appears to be the most religious: Titor's predictions starting to come true. Were I in the catacombs beneath Rome around 60AD, waiting for the Messiah's return, I could not be more Christian in my participation. We come to this shrine for insight, strength, truth, or just interaction with other believers. The Titor religion is special though: it is the only one where the believers and the heathens congregate at the same time.
The nature of the internet facilitates the Titor event. No one knows the truth behind any particular post. We know the bad spellers among us. But who is the one posting? What is their real name? What are their motivations? Who is really a part of what group? For every hoaxer debunked there are a million half-truths and falsities that thrive. Could the Titor "team" have been ten individuals? Forty? My name is not MNC. Does the internet facilitate more falsity than truth? Future culture critics will see this website and others as being a necessary part of the Titor event.
The internet allows for an exchange of ideas. It does not (currently) allow for vigorous debate. Posting a counter argument, quoting your opponent, and waiting for the reply in a forum will never replace four or five minds actively engaging each other in the seminar, parlor, or living room, looking each other in the eye. Socrates feared writing because he knew his written ideas could never defend themselves the way he could in person. The internet shares this heritage. We think the internet has opened up new worlds for us. And it has. But it has isolated us and obscured the one "world" that brought us here: vigorous debate. The Titor event thrives on this new isolation. Smart people cannot argue here the way they can at the kitchen table or at the pub. This is the new gulag. We believe we are interacting on a higher level but we are not; we are interacting from the electronic equivalent of a wooden cabin in Siberia. I hope you are enjoying my note from Siberia.
A Genius, a Visionary, a Deluded Messiah
My favorite Arthur Conan Doyle quote is "Talent instantly recognizes genius, but mediocrity knows nothing higher than itself".
If you read his posts and believe Titor was a college student, or you believe he was a garden variety anti-government type or some combination of the "types" we pin on him, then there is nothing I can do for you. The individual responsible for this Event is a genius in the truest sense of the word. His mind stands above us all.
Our history is full of individuals who could "see" the future. We call them visionaries. When Henry Ford closed his eyes at night he could see the highways now crossing America. Einstein saw nuclear politics long before the cold war. Thomas Jefferson knew slavery would eventually be a problem for the states of the union. None of these men made "predictions" but they had a good sense where the day's events and progress would lead. Titor was such a visionary. He could "see" a security vs. freedom struggle long before the rest of us. He also decided to share that vision as best he could.
All of us can be divided into two groups: those who want to save and those who want to be saved. In a past life I was a teacher. When one of my colleagues saw my final grade list, she said, "Oh you are such a Catholic--you want to save all the souls". She was referring to the fact that I failed few. She was right. I wanted to "save" them. John Titor was from the same camp. He wanted to save us. He believed in his vision and figured out the best way to promote it and thereby save as many as possible. He took it to the internet where it finds new converts each week.
Conclusion
So these dual attributes are central, crucial to the event: the gulag and the genius. Though the truth cannot be found, the doubt can. And, strangely, it is the doubt that sets you free.
To be sure, America is trekking through a difficult time as I write this. Things might get worse before they get better.
But I am now free of this; I am not saying goodbye, though. I enjoy the minds in this community too much, though from a hut in Siberia.