You are consistently missing the point, but I can’t say I’m surprised.Forgiveness from gang members whether fictional or real is a different matter. I really doubt you can live and learn after you are killed.
Also there is a difference between not being inconvenienced and being the inconvenience itself.
However, if I die, I die. At least I know I lived my life as best I could and did everything I could to make the world a better place before departing from it.