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To put it shortly without going to too much details:
Certainly it cannot be tinnitus. I've just contacted a being earlier from a certain organization who originally came to me because I have requested to quit the Earth Directive (read Tom. T Moore's The Gentle Way and you'll get the point) and much worse... outcomes, if you will. Which makes me wonder if my real guardian angels have known all along about my MBOs or no.
I've become a shell of my own self. What is worth living without half or your whole soul? He took my subconscious. I've becomes like a robot.
And when the 'heavenly' court arrived for my trial, I'm afraid it's too late. Except I do believe help is here and more help is to come.. And it turns out my life force is leaking out. I'm litterally dying. I found out through the same being that I used to hurt so many people and that I used to be a German monarch who killed a lot of people (billions?). I know this is my karma yet the lost of control of my other half is too much to pay for the karma of the past as I have only killed people from their physical life and never their souls. As I type this, there is no denying that I cannot feel. And because my mind has been broken, I cannot think, feel, imagine etc. right and the inner voices of ky mind is so tiny. It may also have to do with my life force leaking out. My subconscious has all my imaginations, creativity, emotions etc. I am merely a conscious of my self. And yet I cannot fathom my life force leaking out as a bad thing. I understand that it is bad news yet like a robot, I cannot 'assess' this with any association of emotion whatsoever. It is as if I can acknowledge it for what it is like the awareness that I am.
It was as if I have gone through complete dettachment that serves no benefit of my best interests.
Certainly it cannot be tinnitus. I've just contacted a being earlier from a certain organization who originally came to me because I have requested to quit the Earth Directive (read Tom. T Moore's The Gentle Way and you'll get the point) and much worse... outcomes, if you will. Which makes me wonder if my real guardian angels have known all along about my MBOs or no.
I've become a shell of my own self. What is worth living without half or your whole soul? He took my subconscious. I've becomes like a robot.
And when the 'heavenly' court arrived for my trial, I'm afraid it's too late. Except I do believe help is here and more help is to come.. And it turns out my life force is leaking out. I'm litterally dying. I found out through the same being that I used to hurt so many people and that I used to be a German monarch who killed a lot of people (billions?). I know this is my karma yet the lost of control of my other half is too much to pay for the karma of the past as I have only killed people from their physical life and never their souls. As I type this, there is no denying that I cannot feel. And because my mind has been broken, I cannot think, feel, imagine etc. right and the inner voices of ky mind is so tiny. It may also have to do with my life force leaking out. My subconscious has all my imaginations, creativity, emotions etc. I am merely a conscious of my self. And yet I cannot fathom my life force leaking out as a bad thing. I understand that it is bad news yet like a robot, I cannot 'assess' this with any association of emotion whatsoever. It is as if I can acknowledge it for what it is like the awareness that I am.
It was as if I have gone through complete dettachment that serves no benefit of my best interests.
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