It's 2013 My brother and I are in our front yard in Indianapolis. Its just after dusk. (Not completely dark yet) I'm 13 he's 15. I point to the sky and say "Joel look! What is that?" A craft circular, was silently moving away from us towards a big cloud. But as I spoke those words and pointed at it, it stopped for about 4 seconds, then changed course coming over to us. I'm guessing it was 2-5 miles up. All I remember is staring in amazement... Almost trance like.. I remember just staring intrigued confused and amazed. After what seemed to be only 15 seconds it continued to it's original course and disappeared into that giant cloud. Here's where it got weird, the next 5-10 years of my life I traveled down a rabbit hole of conspiracy theories and alien EVERYTHING. I researched not because of that event but because of a pure interest. Almost like it was a disease. Amongst those years I realized something very strange about that day in my front yard... That I never gave two thoughts about when this event happened. After the craft disappeared into that cloud, the very second it left my eyesight...an undescribable fear struck me like I was going to die... But it was joy, amazement, and pure interest that I felt as I stared at it... (Not an ounce of being scared at all) (Like the feeling you get watching fireworks) I was not terrified until I could not see it anymore. At that very moment it disappeared I turned and sprinted up the driveway ran into the house slammed the door shut, hit my back against the door, slid down to my butt and began crying to my mom. I didn't realize at that time, but later in life I DID REALIZE that I ran up the driveway ALONE. I consciously knew my brother had already gone inside the house because I would have been concerned for him like I was for myself. (Maybe that's why I got scared... Because at that moment I was now alone) hmmm new thought, but anyway I have no memory of him leaving my side as we stared at the craft. He was in the living room PLAYING with a toy, and didn't even mention the craft to my parents like I did. as if he saw them daily or something. I told my mom what I saw and that Joel saw it too. She separated us and had us draw what we saw. We both drew a round craft with one big light in the middle and evenly spaced smaller lights around its edges. I truly believe I was abducted that day, and was just wondering if anyone else had any similar experiences? Where you don't realize certain things until later in life that just DO NOT MAKE SENSE. I appreciate your time, Not many people I can talk to about this.