Mr Unknown
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I live in a christian conservative house. I don't have the space or the time or permission to buy a book of occultism and candles and do rituals. I've tried meditation, lucid dreaming and binaural Beats but nothing happens. I want to have a mystical experience. I want to believe in something because I've heard and seen so much stuff, I don't know what to believe in anymore. I don't even know what to do with my life. And I need the intelligence of a higher being to guide me and help me through the difficult problems I'm passing through.