Orobos
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im facing a problem here. Many many years ago I started experiencing various phenomenon I never even heard of before.
Sleep paralysis, shadow people, out of body, brief hallucinations of symbols upon waking up. Etc.
I experienced a wide variety of such phenomenon but usually only once or twice of each phenomenon. That seemed weird to me so I felt as if God or something was showing different things that are possible to make me wonder about reality.
The problem is that once I started talking about the effects with others I was met with an unexpected reaction. The government started attacking me in the form of harassment. They insisted I had schizophrenia despite only experiencing the effects briefly. They incarcerated me numerous times while just trying to enjoy whatever life is.
Now I feel as if gang stalked online where people attack what I say no matter what I say. They'd tell me I'm crazy and try to intimidate me. Trying to impose their will on me and silence me. As if trying to hide aspects of reality from the public.
So I bought a camera and started documenting stuff I'd see to throw away their bs explanations of hallucinations. I'd show pictures to people and some would say they could see, but others, such as government/system workers, wouldn't even look at the information and proof to consider things. They'd just give me dirty looks, tell me I'm crazy or whatever and start molesting and violating me. As if such people actually convinced themselves that because of their "status" in the hierarchy of society that their opinions and desires should take presidence over others.
I'm not sure what to do. I'm quite certain there is a deity or interesting tech in this reality and that it does interact with people in weird ways, but others seem to want to attack and ruin any information that supports such s theory and instead embrace their sciences which don't accurately explain anything.
what I've learned while wandering around experiencing reality is that the people of the north are really corrupt pieces of crap. They seem to want to perpetuate stupidity and stunt all forms of progress unless it's them at the helm dictating any such processes.
Is there any busy places on the internet one could go to discuss interesting phenomenon together?
Sleep paralysis, shadow people, out of body, brief hallucinations of symbols upon waking up. Etc.
I experienced a wide variety of such phenomenon but usually only once or twice of each phenomenon. That seemed weird to me so I felt as if God or something was showing different things that are possible to make me wonder about reality.
The problem is that once I started talking about the effects with others I was met with an unexpected reaction. The government started attacking me in the form of harassment. They insisted I had schizophrenia despite only experiencing the effects briefly. They incarcerated me numerous times while just trying to enjoy whatever life is.
Now I feel as if gang stalked online where people attack what I say no matter what I say. They'd tell me I'm crazy and try to intimidate me. Trying to impose their will on me and silence me. As if trying to hide aspects of reality from the public.
So I bought a camera and started documenting stuff I'd see to throw away their bs explanations of hallucinations. I'd show pictures to people and some would say they could see, but others, such as government/system workers, wouldn't even look at the information and proof to consider things. They'd just give me dirty looks, tell me I'm crazy or whatever and start molesting and violating me. As if such people actually convinced themselves that because of their "status" in the hierarchy of society that their opinions and desires should take presidence over others.
I'm not sure what to do. I'm quite certain there is a deity or interesting tech in this reality and that it does interact with people in weird ways, but others seem to want to attack and ruin any information that supports such s theory and instead embrace their sciences which don't accurately explain anything.
what I've learned while wandering around experiencing reality is that the people of the north are really corrupt pieces of crap. They seem to want to perpetuate stupidity and stunt all forms of progress unless it's them at the helm dictating any such processes.
Is there any busy places on the internet one could go to discuss interesting phenomenon together?