cyclespiral
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It is obvious to anyone that I have hinted at my experiences in a few threads. I have had many of them. But one in particular stands out; when I was 8 I was visited by three spirits who performed a magick ritual. That is the TLDR and about 1 percent of how crazy things got. If people want to laugh at that or try to derail this thread with skeptical epistemology, then please waste your own time. All I know is what I saw.
My experience was a major magick and occult event. That is not egotism from me. I have discussed it in detail with occultists from different disciplines and they agree with me. Thus my experience could be said to be a peer reviewed experience a bit like academic or scientific papers. It's been a long time now. But my memories of it have not changed. Nor has my blinking feeling when I wonder "did that actually happen" and I think "yes, that did happen."
Each day that passes, and each collection of days that coagulate into years, makes me wonder if my experiences could be lost. I sincerely feel the need to create a record of what I saw that will still be readable in 100's of years; my experience is a genuine contribution to the occult and the mysteries of how reality works. My efforts so far, to test the waters, have been in a faction that I published on YouTube; I don't want to say where.
But I don't want an electronic record. Please see the video that someone posted about The Internet is Dead theory. Maybe I am old school. But to me analog dead tree technology lasts longer; there was a time capsule found this year in a church spire that was put there 300 years ago. I have brainstormed some options for any society or group that might take my writings:
OTO/Thelema ?
Theosophical ?
Freemasons? [note that the group does not have to be one that I sympathize with.]
Spiritualist Church?
Individual Occult researcher? [no idea who]
Note in all this that I have no vanity project. That is: I want no money, fame or authorship. I am not trying to go down in history as an occultist.
I would appreciate serious responses. This is probably the most serious post that I will put on these forums.
Thank you.
My experience was a major magick and occult event. That is not egotism from me. I have discussed it in detail with occultists from different disciplines and they agree with me. Thus my experience could be said to be a peer reviewed experience a bit like academic or scientific papers. It's been a long time now. But my memories of it have not changed. Nor has my blinking feeling when I wonder "did that actually happen" and I think "yes, that did happen."
Each day that passes, and each collection of days that coagulate into years, makes me wonder if my experiences could be lost. I sincerely feel the need to create a record of what I saw that will still be readable in 100's of years; my experience is a genuine contribution to the occult and the mysteries of how reality works. My efforts so far, to test the waters, have been in a faction that I published on YouTube; I don't want to say where.
But I don't want an electronic record. Please see the video that someone posted about The Internet is Dead theory. Maybe I am old school. But to me analog dead tree technology lasts longer; there was a time capsule found this year in a church spire that was put there 300 years ago. I have brainstormed some options for any society or group that might take my writings:
OTO/Thelema ?
Theosophical ?
Freemasons? [note that the group does not have to be one that I sympathize with.]
Spiritualist Church?
Individual Occult researcher? [no idea who]
Note in all this that I have no vanity project. That is: I want no money, fame or authorship. I am not trying to go down in history as an occultist.
I would appreciate serious responses. This is probably the most serious post that I will put on these forums.
Thank you.
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