BlastTyrant
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Short introduction I am BlastTyrant, been here for a few years, use to have a fairly big blog here, but as of a year or so I haven't been active, so for those who use to follow me I do apologize.
So let me start here, the last few years have not been easy on me, at the end of 2014 I lost my grandfather and at the end of 2015 I lost my Father, I have been forced to claim bankruptcy due to funeral costs and things just being far to over whelming during this time work got new management and things have become extremely stressful. During these times I reached a fairly dark place where I didn't want to do anything, I just wanted to sleep and be alone. Being the time of person I am and the experiences I have had finding people to trust is very difficult for me so I struggled silently with all of this on my own keeping a happy face with my Mother and Little brother but inside I had lost all interest in just about anything including the things that made me happy and stimulated my mind.
I can't say I am back fully but I have also decided to do a road trip to hopefully quiet my soul and mind, so as of Friday I am going through several states "9 in total" to visit some Ghost towns and UFO landmarks through Wyoming down to Texas. For 2 Weeks I am going to leave and hopefully find my self and my passion again, can't promise I will be as active as I use to be, but I will try to be around more.
And why cant I type this out in Google chrome Num.....Making me use IE geez.
So let me start here, the last few years have not been easy on me, at the end of 2014 I lost my grandfather and at the end of 2015 I lost my Father, I have been forced to claim bankruptcy due to funeral costs and things just being far to over whelming during this time work got new management and things have become extremely stressful. During these times I reached a fairly dark place where I didn't want to do anything, I just wanted to sleep and be alone. Being the time of person I am and the experiences I have had finding people to trust is very difficult for me so I struggled silently with all of this on my own keeping a happy face with my Mother and Little brother but inside I had lost all interest in just about anything including the things that made me happy and stimulated my mind.
I can't say I am back fully but I have also decided to do a road trip to hopefully quiet my soul and mind, so as of Friday I am going through several states "9 in total" to visit some Ghost towns and UFO landmarks through Wyoming down to Texas. For 2 Weeks I am going to leave and hopefully find my self and my passion again, can't promise I will be as active as I use to be, but I will try to be around more.
And why cant I type this out in Google chrome Num.....Making me use IE geez.