i don't know where to start. idk if i'm loosing my mind or what? i will start off with my "symptoms".
1. i will space out sometimes and my body will move an when i snap out of it what ever i spaced out staring at will be moving in sync with my body.
2. it happens without me trying or thinking sometimes. for example i was putting together a computer desk yesterday and i was tightening a screw with an allen wrench an i look down and i'm not even touching the wrench it was just my fingers were really close to it while i spun the wrench in a circle but weren't touching them. now i think about it i was kinda spaced out then too but not fully.
i always had a feeling i could do something like that because small things happened all the time. i didn't think i could go as far as it could last night. i went to my room an i tried to move things again. i couldn't move things like a lighter or something "big". i went to a string an paper an tissues in a box i could move them back an forth a little bit. at that point i didnt know what to do. i called my mom upstairs she was staying at my place for a few days. i told her to watch. i did it with the string. she said it was nothing then i moved to the tissues in the tissue box an it started moving a lot with my hand motions i made. i would go really slow an have some space away from them so it would not be from wind or static. my mom tried and couldn't. my mom told me to stop an said i was freaking her out an she left. i went back downstairs an i did it again with this bag thing that held screws to build the table. i got a shower an while i was in there i did the same to the shower curtain..
now today i tried some of these things an i cant do any of it. im so confused. especially since my mom saw it an realized it was unnatural an got freaked out so its not all in my head. is this telekinesis? how do i use it or make it stronger? how can i use it at will an not random times?
am i normal?
1. i will space out sometimes and my body will move an when i snap out of it what ever i spaced out staring at will be moving in sync with my body.
2. it happens without me trying or thinking sometimes. for example i was putting together a computer desk yesterday and i was tightening a screw with an allen wrench an i look down and i'm not even touching the wrench it was just my fingers were really close to it while i spun the wrench in a circle but weren't touching them. now i think about it i was kinda spaced out then too but not fully.
i always had a feeling i could do something like that because small things happened all the time. i didn't think i could go as far as it could last night. i went to my room an i tried to move things again. i couldn't move things like a lighter or something "big". i went to a string an paper an tissues in a box i could move them back an forth a little bit. at that point i didnt know what to do. i called my mom upstairs she was staying at my place for a few days. i told her to watch. i did it with the string. she said it was nothing then i moved to the tissues in the tissue box an it started moving a lot with my hand motions i made. i would go really slow an have some space away from them so it would not be from wind or static. my mom tried and couldn't. my mom told me to stop an said i was freaking her out an she left. i went back downstairs an i did it again with this bag thing that held screws to build the table. i got a shower an while i was in there i did the same to the shower curtain..
now today i tried some of these things an i cant do any of it. im so confused. especially since my mom saw it an realized it was unnatural an got freaked out so its not all in my head. is this telekinesis? how do i use it or make it stronger? how can i use it at will an not random times?
am i normal?