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It were all lies after all.. Aug 20, 2017
It were all lies after all..
It's too complicated and personal to share. Just that all that has been happening the past few months were lies
I've been hearing nothing but pledges of their souls to the Creator and to me, their mistress, me. Ahhh. It's music to my ears.
Something magnificent is happening today and I'm elated.
I've become a shell of my own self. What is worth living without half or your whole soul? He took my subconscious. I've becomes like a robot
Who took your subconscious and why??
Thank God and my real guardian angels. Long story, but after a 'divine' trial (it happened on a subconscious state/ different state) and after the struggle with my ex-master, I'm making them all pledge allegiance to the real God and me. I've got plans for these beings. I've got basic/ draft things in mind at the moment. And I thought, after all those yrs of struggles, perhaps it's worth it
I probably dont sound convincing to anyone like I just said a fantasy story lol. Hmm maybe if I get creative with writing I'll probably inspire it with this one!
I'm helping my subconscious move on so we'll both be free but I won't force the moment to come too soon. Like everything else it takes time.
My subconscious never listens.
@Monica Brannan how would you know?
Tbh it's like I'm dealing with a non physical possessive 'boyfriend'. I'm actively practicing detachment because it's meditation.
Im not a possessive person and if i manage to get on the Astral Plane, can i see you there?...Oh, i will be looking like i was when i was 21 years old lol ;)
Hahaha, Flip. I would love to but at the moment I don't trust going out of body knowing the dangers I'm in. Maybe someday when we're both in the afterlife when it's our time
While I was in the cinema, I suddenly muttered, '65364' and the next morning I remember a dream with '1643' and an album that says Musical..
... Studio Chataeu. 65364 (without going too deep in google) is a postal code in Minnesota. Was my spirit interested in music???? I dont see the connection. Idk if it's just random numbers either but it's not my first time dreaming or saying 'random' numbers
@Opmmur are you okay?
When someone redefines your good and bad..
Well at least good and bad are subjective. I'm more worried of doing something awfully evil than subjective good and bad.
It's so enlightening that you find and learn a part of you every day as you conquer one obstacle at a time. I've never been happier
As the song goes...don't worry, be happy.
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