Eckimus Prime 2007

I am short, 5'4" in height with brown hair, eyes, and white skin. I am not able to think about my appearance all the time. When I do grasp things that are learned, I don't forget what I learned, which is the only good thing I may admit. My thinking upon appearance is suggestive upon mentality and physical apprehensions. I think that I may forget easily about what I am doing or thinking, so I get side tracked from my work or current thinking to something else. I like to prefect things, to align things in order which I see fit, if they're moved, I just simply put them right back as placed before they or it, a set of items or item was moved. I repeat conversations and topics that I forget I had spoken about or I wish to add more onto later and see if I can build on the same topics I started with. I think things constantly in repetition and have no other different thoughts to contrast them to make life a little more less boring. One unique thing about it is that I have a belly that shows, just like mine when being human, such as what I notice when standing in a bath room naked. My belly, flops down when it leans over something. Looks normal to me, other people who work out, have no bellies, that means flat firm stomaches and a slender body sculpt. yes, I eat everyday, everything I find, like me on an average day being human and all, food looks real good when you're hungry. So why not savor the value of food, yes, enjoy it's taste and aroma. I tend to look somewhat fit daily, but chunky at the waistline. I look like any female, just with a out of shape appearance to it like life has ruled it's well being and exercising is not on the menu all the time, even if it thought about it. Sitting is a lot easier then walking, cause oh, my poor feet hurt! I am hyper, disorganized sometimes, stuck in my old ways, thinking on stuff way too much too often for my to allow myself to concentrate on anything else. My thinking upon appearance is suggestive upon mentality and physical apprehensions. I think that I may forget easily about what I am doing or thinking, so I get side tracked from my work or current thinking to something else. I like to prefect things, to align things in order which I see fit, if they're moved, I just simply put them right back as placed before they or it, a set of items or item was moved. I am limited too much with others during general conversation. I repeat conversations and topics that I forget I had spoken about or I wish to add more onto later and see if I can build on the same topics I started with. I think things constantly in repetition and have no other different thoughts to contrast them to make life a little more less boring. Autistic individuals display many forms of repetitive or restricted behavior, which the Repetitive Behavior Scale-Revised (RBS-R) Stereotypical is repetitive movement, such as hand flapping, making sounds, head rolling, or body rocking. No one understands my efficiencies and do not get my slow ability to do things then they expect out of me. I find and have discovered that using my own knowledge has moved me closer to figuring things out in a clearer more logistical way. I have been feeling like they have made life sound more unbelievable and it's beginning to make me feel like pounding my skull to do work that I would rather not do if I had a quick notified choice to come back on. I am manic and hyper as well as crazy or arrogant depending. I am incredibly uneasy, apprehensive, worried, filled with dread, about what might happen. In cases of clinical anxiety, the feared event or circumstance rarely happens. So I have this in every case and go mad or insane depending on it as well, being driven mad by irrational thoughts and repetitive replayed scenes in my mind being visualized that are harsh and terrible, very dreadful and bad to think upon. was educated with a high school and associate diplomas so far. I would like to go on with my educational future if I can. I would really like to make a careful and thought out plan to aim for goals that will make my future successful, but I am afraid of voided changes and I don't understand anything beyond the fault of knowledge I already have. After that, once I reached college, life seemed a bit more independent and allowed me to improve on my assignments given via classes per week. I don't know if the coming time to learn this way is easier or for worse, I don't know. It come to my painful adulthood of my anxieties from my most recent childhood fears and worries. Eating right such as breakfast is a good nutritious idea to starting the days I spend right and gears me to have enough energy and working ability to learn and compass myself to get it done without continuous error. It takes time and there is plenty of time to out smart others on keeping things in order as long as there isn't too much unannounced interference. I have Attention Deficit Disorder, High Functioning Autism, and Pervasiveness'` 'Aspergers.'`'