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<blockquote data-quote="Keroscene" data-source="post: 25663" data-attributes="member: 508"><p><strong>Re: Spirituality and draftsmanship</strong></p><p></p><p>A few years ago a cousin of mine died in a car accident. I lived with her in the same house at the time and we were fairly close with something I would call sibling rivalry. The night after her death in the car accident I was going to sleep and I turned the lights out and laid down and as soon as I closed my eyes for the first time I heard the loudest scream I ever heard in both ears like someone was right in front of me. My brother and a friend were also in the room with me and i jumped out of bed, flipped the lights and instantly thought one of them had also heard it or did it themselves. I started to try and wake them up but they were very much asleep so I know they didn't hear it but more importantly I was trying to make sure they didn't do the screaming themselves. It was the only paranormal event I ever had and I know I didn't dream the scream because I had just laid down and wasn't even really tired but more bored because I was the only one awake. The only other thing that bothered me was if it was my cousin screaming why did she scream? Why the terrifying scream that I heard? Inbetween the accident and her "alive" time at the hospital (about 8 hrs) she never regained consciouseness so I couldn't figure out why the scream would have sounded so angry and scared at the same time. The most dissappointing part was that neither my brother or my friend heard it even though they were only 15 feet or less away from me. I suppose at least if they heard it I wouldn't be so skeptical of wether I heard anything at all or was in my half-awakehalf-asleep state where my dreams seem most vivid. On a related note I had a second cousin who was in the car with the first when it crashed. The second cousin made it out ok of the first accident only to die a week later in a second accident in where my girlfriend was the driver of that car. My now ex lived through the accident with massive head injuries but has fully recovered since. I've heard people say that the second cousin was meant to die in the crash with the first but have a hard time believing anyone is meant to die at a certain time. The cousins were very close and spent almost all their time together and in that 1week time after the death of the first I spent everyday with the second until the day of her death. It seems many people I have met around my area have died that I have know. I can think of at least 20 that were either related in murder, suicide, or automobile accident. The 6 murder ones involved men and women who were not honest with each other about their relationships with other people and was over jealousy I would think. I live in a fairly rural area and think its a lot for the few people that I actually do know. Anyhoo I always try and think back and wonder if somehow there was maybe someway I could tell that they were going to meet this early end and if I could have warned them to not be here or there at that moment. IDK too crazy I guess to tell if someone could bite it any second. The most recent death I have experience is my brothers roomate died in a car accident in which he was by himself about 2 weeks ago. I don't go to funerals anymore. I'm not sure why, and hope its not of my own selfishness. I don't understand why no one gets mad at me or my bro for not going. It happens so often that someone dies now I'm not even sure if I feel any emotions of sadness or loss anymore. It would be more of a feeling of wierdness that they just arent around anymore. I've also noticed that it usually seems to be the better hearted people who die early, ones that arent mean and rude all the time but people who always seem to be happy no matter how bad things and arent really angels but I would call do gooders. Anyways I just think that anyone can go at anytime or not depending on current physical conditions. I dont think anyone is meant to die at a certain time in all the cases I can think of is because of their own actions. Even in the murder-suicide ones exboyfriend shoots exgirlfriend and new boyfriend it was all the partys own actions that led to the event. Even if the intended outcome wasn't to die it was their interactions with eachother that led to thier demise. I think I also should say that I'm not sure if I believe in God or not. I do believe though that if I am wrong and there is a hell I am going to be very sorry. I feel that my love for for God is more of a fear of burning in a lake of fire for eternity. So if I go to church I can tell him I love him as many times as I want but am really only in love with the person who can save me from a fiery eternity. I suppose then that most peoples love for him is because the alternative is a fiery eternity. How can I fear him when faced with the fiery hell as well? Isn't the fear of burning forever enough to convert anyone? Or maybe its just lights out when its all over, like hitting a switch and just fade to black. That is a much less frightening and emotionally bearing scenario then the one God has suggested, I would think, but then he couldnt scare me into loving him because what would I need him for? If there isnt an afterlife would there still be a purpose for God? I am also sorry I read many posts and my post seems to be an accumulation from them I know it isn't exactly on topic.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Keroscene, post: 25663, member: 508"] [b]Re: Spirituality and draftsmanship[/b] A few years ago a cousin of mine died in a car accident. I lived with her in the same house at the time and we were fairly close with something I would call sibling rivalry. The night after her death in the car accident I was going to sleep and I turned the lights out and laid down and as soon as I closed my eyes for the first time I heard the loudest scream I ever heard in both ears like someone was right in front of me. My brother and a friend were also in the room with me and i jumped out of bed, flipped the lights and instantly thought one of them had also heard it or did it themselves. I started to try and wake them up but they were very much asleep so I know they didn't hear it but more importantly I was trying to make sure they didn't do the screaming themselves. It was the only paranormal event I ever had and I know I didn't dream the scream because I had just laid down and wasn't even really tired but more bored because I was the only one awake. The only other thing that bothered me was if it was my cousin screaming why did she scream? Why the terrifying scream that I heard? Inbetween the accident and her "alive" time at the hospital (about 8 hrs) she never regained consciouseness so I couldn't figure out why the scream would have sounded so angry and scared at the same time. The most dissappointing part was that neither my brother or my friend heard it even though they were only 15 feet or less away from me. I suppose at least if they heard it I wouldn't be so skeptical of wether I heard anything at all or was in my half-awakehalf-asleep state where my dreams seem most vivid. On a related note I had a second cousin who was in the car with the first when it crashed. The second cousin made it out ok of the first accident only to die a week later in a second accident in where my girlfriend was the driver of that car. My now ex lived through the accident with massive head injuries but has fully recovered since. I've heard people say that the second cousin was meant to die in the crash with the first but have a hard time believing anyone is meant to die at a certain time. The cousins were very close and spent almost all their time together and in that 1week time after the death of the first I spent everyday with the second until the day of her death. It seems many people I have met around my area have died that I have know. I can think of at least 20 that were either related in murder, suicide, or automobile accident. The 6 murder ones involved men and women who were not honest with each other about their relationships with other people and was over jealousy I would think. I live in a fairly rural area and think its a lot for the few people that I actually do know. Anyhoo I always try and think back and wonder if somehow there was maybe someway I could tell that they were going to meet this early end and if I could have warned them to not be here or there at that moment. IDK too crazy I guess to tell if someone could bite it any second. The most recent death I have experience is my brothers roomate died in a car accident in which he was by himself about 2 weeks ago. I don't go to funerals anymore. I'm not sure why, and hope its not of my own selfishness. I don't understand why no one gets mad at me or my bro for not going. It happens so often that someone dies now I'm not even sure if I feel any emotions of sadness or loss anymore. It would be more of a feeling of wierdness that they just arent around anymore. I've also noticed that it usually seems to be the better hearted people who die early, ones that arent mean and rude all the time but people who always seem to be happy no matter how bad things and arent really angels but I would call do gooders. Anyways I just think that anyone can go at anytime or not depending on current physical conditions. I dont think anyone is meant to die at a certain time in all the cases I can think of is because of their own actions. Even in the murder-suicide ones exboyfriend shoots exgirlfriend and new boyfriend it was all the partys own actions that led to the event. Even if the intended outcome wasn't to die it was their interactions with eachother that led to thier demise. I think I also should say that I'm not sure if I believe in God or not. I do believe though that if I am wrong and there is a hell I am going to be very sorry. I feel that my love for for God is more of a fear of burning in a lake of fire for eternity. So if I go to church I can tell him I love him as many times as I want but am really only in love with the person who can save me from a fiery eternity. I suppose then that most peoples love for him is because the alternative is a fiery eternity. How can I fear him when faced with the fiery hell as well? Isn't the fear of burning forever enough to convert anyone? Or maybe its just lights out when its all over, like hitting a switch and just fade to black. That is a much less frightening and emotionally bearing scenario then the one God has suggested, I would think, but then he couldnt scare me into loving him because what would I need him for? If there isnt an afterlife would there still be a purpose for God? I am also sorry I read many posts and my post seems to be an accumulation from them I know it isn't exactly on topic. [/QUOTE]
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