Ian707
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I have inadvertently opened a door that I do not understand possible repercussions that will stem from it. If anyone has information regarding similar entities, and the most productive way to deal with the situation, I would love to know.
In a nutshell; nitrous oxide started the whole journey a few years ago. When I used no2 I started having these interactions with very specific people, I refer to it as a "tap". I would be tapped on the shoulder, turn, and receive an epiphany from a person. Then it would be over. Over the years I became aware of a repeating cast during the Tap. Maybe 20 months ago was the first time I had prolonged interaction with one of these entities, a woman tapped me, then walked around the bed and sat down next to me.
Since then it had been clear, based on the information and the tone of the interactions (tap) that I was nearing the end of this phase of... whatever it is. The thing is, I never got enough of the picture to gain clear understanding, which has kept me going back.
About three weeks ago, I got my last tap. Instead of disappearing suddenly, leaving me with only a vague memory of the interaction as usual, the man stayed. As more entities showed up, It became clear that this stage was over. With as many as 5 of them in the room with me, who most of which I recognized from earlier taps, and older woman I had never seen came in, looked at me and appeared to judge me (at least that was the feeling in the room), and they each left, some staying longer than others.
Okay here is where it gets a little intense. Four days ago I came home to an empty house and sat down on my couch. I heard a soft noise behind me and turned around. There was the figure of a man, maybe 6' 240lb. He was translucent, only visible because the air inside the figure was churning, not entirely unlike the way a hot road looks from far away. He walked around the couch and stood in front of me. I was alarmed to say the least, I imediatly felt in danger. He came over and trying to sit over the top of me, I jumped up and dodged around him cursing and questioning. He kept following me around the room in a steady slow gait, so I kept dodging out of the way. I ended up running outside to get away... Pacing in the yard for awhile I quickly came to the conclusion that I refuse to give into fear, especially in my own house, I accepted I may die, I came to terms with the fact that it is out of my control and all I can do is live my principles, So I went back in, dodged around him at the door and sat back where i was sitting. He came over and sat next to me. Leaving shortly after.
Ever since then there have been these entities in my house. I can see them fairly easily now. They sit next to me, or across from me. I am just rolling with the punches at this point so I was ignoring them for the most part. Last night when I went to bed... I had no less than TEN in my room all told. I actually made very good connection with the first four, They were dancing. One tall man was apparently a whirling dervish or something, One man was doing intricate dances, There was a woman that after dancing, sat on the bad next to me and started trying to communicate. It was actually quite fun. When I started imitating there hand movements they loved it. We made contact, I high fived several of them and they were clearly ecstatic. All I felt was a slight change in temperature on contact, no pressure. It was intense, and fun.
Then I decided to test out what nitrous did in a situation like this, I am a curious person. I showed the woman the container and asked if it was okay, she seemed to say yes. so I did it. The whole cast changed, there were now far more shady and dubious looking entities in the room, the woman was different too, but still next to me. I didn't realize she was different until later. She encouraged me to do more, to get to the tap level... In a pantomime sort of way. So I did.
The last man that tapped me, along with two others walked through my bedroom door. He spoke to me, "Hey, remember me?" I started to say Yes in an excited way............ I watched my scalp fly over my head as if cut from high temple to high temple around the back of my skull. Bloody, Horrible. I remember they spoke, the exact phrasing is impossible to pin down in my memory, something to the effect of "Your mind is broken now, You will be insane forever" Idk, something like that. I was of my bed on the floor, screamed, pushed my scalp back holding my head and ran after as the one left through the door. I was in fight mode, terrified fight mode, but all the same. At the door I turned around to see the other two, ACTUALLY IN MY ROOM. Not apparitions, not an outline, I was there and so were they. "there is no going back, you crossed the line Forever". They were in a different form now. Crouched, bouncing back and forth on their feet. And Their Heads were either spinning incradably fast or vibrateing so fast I could not make out a face now... Fight, turned to flight and I fled. |
I sat up writing an account of what happened, far more detail than this. While two of the regular transparent entities watched. It was the most intense experience I have ever had. You can chalk it up to a nitrous flippout if you want. But the fact is, there is real history to this, a common thread that I've only begun to pull on.
And, well... they are not here just this second that I can see... But there were at least two when I started writing and.......... Damn it. now one is sitting next to me, I had to demand he give me personal space... He did. But I need more information on how to move ahead. I know its a lot to digest, there is a lot I didn't write here.
If anyone has anything, I'd love to hear it. Ask any question you want and I will answer the best I can.
In a nutshell; nitrous oxide started the whole journey a few years ago. When I used no2 I started having these interactions with very specific people, I refer to it as a "tap". I would be tapped on the shoulder, turn, and receive an epiphany from a person. Then it would be over. Over the years I became aware of a repeating cast during the Tap. Maybe 20 months ago was the first time I had prolonged interaction with one of these entities, a woman tapped me, then walked around the bed and sat down next to me.
Since then it had been clear, based on the information and the tone of the interactions (tap) that I was nearing the end of this phase of... whatever it is. The thing is, I never got enough of the picture to gain clear understanding, which has kept me going back.
About three weeks ago, I got my last tap. Instead of disappearing suddenly, leaving me with only a vague memory of the interaction as usual, the man stayed. As more entities showed up, It became clear that this stage was over. With as many as 5 of them in the room with me, who most of which I recognized from earlier taps, and older woman I had never seen came in, looked at me and appeared to judge me (at least that was the feeling in the room), and they each left, some staying longer than others.
Okay here is where it gets a little intense. Four days ago I came home to an empty house and sat down on my couch. I heard a soft noise behind me and turned around. There was the figure of a man, maybe 6' 240lb. He was translucent, only visible because the air inside the figure was churning, not entirely unlike the way a hot road looks from far away. He walked around the couch and stood in front of me. I was alarmed to say the least, I imediatly felt in danger. He came over and trying to sit over the top of me, I jumped up and dodged around him cursing and questioning. He kept following me around the room in a steady slow gait, so I kept dodging out of the way. I ended up running outside to get away... Pacing in the yard for awhile I quickly came to the conclusion that I refuse to give into fear, especially in my own house, I accepted I may die, I came to terms with the fact that it is out of my control and all I can do is live my principles, So I went back in, dodged around him at the door and sat back where i was sitting. He came over and sat next to me. Leaving shortly after.
Ever since then there have been these entities in my house. I can see them fairly easily now. They sit next to me, or across from me. I am just rolling with the punches at this point so I was ignoring them for the most part. Last night when I went to bed... I had no less than TEN in my room all told. I actually made very good connection with the first four, They were dancing. One tall man was apparently a whirling dervish or something, One man was doing intricate dances, There was a woman that after dancing, sat on the bad next to me and started trying to communicate. It was actually quite fun. When I started imitating there hand movements they loved it. We made contact, I high fived several of them and they were clearly ecstatic. All I felt was a slight change in temperature on contact, no pressure. It was intense, and fun.
Then I decided to test out what nitrous did in a situation like this, I am a curious person. I showed the woman the container and asked if it was okay, she seemed to say yes. so I did it. The whole cast changed, there were now far more shady and dubious looking entities in the room, the woman was different too, but still next to me. I didn't realize she was different until later. She encouraged me to do more, to get to the tap level... In a pantomime sort of way. So I did.
The last man that tapped me, along with two others walked through my bedroom door. He spoke to me, "Hey, remember me?" I started to say Yes in an excited way............ I watched my scalp fly over my head as if cut from high temple to high temple around the back of my skull. Bloody, Horrible. I remember they spoke, the exact phrasing is impossible to pin down in my memory, something to the effect of "Your mind is broken now, You will be insane forever" Idk, something like that. I was of my bed on the floor, screamed, pushed my scalp back holding my head and ran after as the one left through the door. I was in fight mode, terrified fight mode, but all the same. At the door I turned around to see the other two, ACTUALLY IN MY ROOM. Not apparitions, not an outline, I was there and so were they. "there is no going back, you crossed the line Forever". They were in a different form now. Crouched, bouncing back and forth on their feet. And Their Heads were either spinning incradably fast or vibrateing so fast I could not make out a face now... Fight, turned to flight and I fled. |
I sat up writing an account of what happened, far more detail than this. While two of the regular transparent entities watched. It was the most intense experience I have ever had. You can chalk it up to a nitrous flippout if you want. But the fact is, there is real history to this, a common thread that I've only begun to pull on.
And, well... they are not here just this second that I can see... But there were at least two when I started writing and.......... Damn it. now one is sitting next to me, I had to demand he give me personal space... He did. But I need more information on how to move ahead. I know its a lot to digest, there is a lot I didn't write here.
If anyone has anything, I'd love to hear it. Ask any question you want and I will answer the best I can.
