BlastTyrant

Just bought it last night on ebay. I found a solar cross that looks a bit like a fleur de lis. He served in the Army in Paris, France in the 60's and I thought that was the most beautiful one I could find for him.

Today, the county historian replied he found my friend's grave. Problem was the records keeper then had listed him as Roland and his name is Ronald. Either that person was drunk on his you know what when he wrote out that report or he had dyslexia. Now I can go visit him in peace. : ) I still want to go back to see him before he dies. That would give me even more peace. Time Travel.

And after studying its behavior, objectively and critically, I believe I have a reliable method.

If people sat outside and looked at the stars each night, i'll bet they'd live a lot differently.

There's more. He hasn't left even after this revelation. I am going to see an Iroquois Shaman Saturday to help me get the rest of the story, so to speak. I may have more anyway, but I really want to hear what a psychic has to say, too. When I get back from my reading I'll let you know what he told me.

Keep your silence or reach for life beyond the stars.

But then i think that was part of my message as well.Thanks, Blast, for the help. This was amazing.

it's hereditary and I couldn't find anything to speak of o n it being hereditary in his family. And half of them that get it between 30 and 40, his age, and they are alcoholics. That, I can see. I'll bet his father was quite a hard ass when he was growing up. And he had a little brother that died when the boy was 5. It's ironic how we got onto the drugs talk when Justinian showed up.

He passed away in 1988 when there wasn't much they could do to heal what he had, pancreatitis. What I read about it this morning, I guess for men it can be pretty nasty stuff. In the end you are in a lot of pain and you lose a lot of weight. The family had a private funeral for him. I can see why now. It said men can get it in one of a couple of ways,

A psychic told me two years ago that he cared very much, but that was all she could say to me about it. I knew he had been ill. It said in the paper briefly, but he showed me that wasn't true. He had been very ill quite awhile and probably hid it long enough the doctors couldn't cure it even if they could have back then.