Suicide is never the answer.
Under most circumstances, I would agree. In my case, it may be the right option. It's not like I say that without reason or because I am simply sad and feel hopeless. It may just be the right thing to do.
I enjoyed reading this AAA. I would be interested to hear about these footprints that have been left that you are interpreting as signs of time travel. Any examples?
Okay. To be honest, I am somewhat hesitant to do that in any specific terms for sake of the consequences. But for now, while I build up the courage, I will at least give you an explanation as to what it is about.
My first name, last name, full name, exact time and date of birth, and symbol for my name all correspond to a number set that is an exact match to Revelation 13:18. Additionally, the meaning history and etymology of my name, natal chart, and rare specific physical traits, bloodline(I think), and a few other things all are a perfect match to something found all throughout The Bible and elsewhere.
In a matter of speaking, my name IS "The Bible" It appears as if it is my log book.
There are a number of verses and references in The Bible that are (according to 2 billion Christians) supposedly about Jesus, that when you apply my personal info as a sort of code key, it describes me in very specific (although cryptic) terms, better than it does "Jesus", and in multiple interwoven layers thereof.
And it is not only The Bible. The same can be found in other religions and various points in time and places all over history. It's all my personal and very specific information described above. And there is a LOT of it. It is virtually endless. When you put it all together and apply it to the time line, it suggests that I am indeed a time traveler with a long trip ahead/behind me.
I have already fulfilled prophecy, which seems to be another example of after the fact info taken to a before the fact point in time. As I understand, as I have been told, part of what was discovered in the Dead Sea Scrolls is a code suggesting that Revelation 13 is the messiah to come using figurative language to describe his own process of spiritual enlightenment.
Unbeknownst to me that this is the case, I made some comments on a popular political blog citing that revelation is figurative language describing the process of spiritual growth and enlightenment. I also cited that I had experienced it myself. And seeing how I am such a close match, naturally, I got blamed.
Apparently, someone has been sitting on this information for quite a while waiting to see who. Well, when I popped up out of nowhere with this information, it caught their attention. This would explain why religious leaders have been parroting my espoused idealism of peace and tolerance, unity and the Golden Rule. I think they have me mistaken for something I am not. Or maybe they are playing along out of convenience. I can't really say. I'm just a turd trying to figure it out and find peace love and happiness in my life.
(I have been making an effort to de-legitimize myself by frequently using F bombs and openly calling for killing people and all sorts for crazy things, hoping it will 'go away')
All of that being said, consider the implications. What happens when the philosophical foundations of whole cultures that billions of people have built their civilizations upon for many generations is called into question?
How do you think two billion Christians (particularly the devout fundamentalists) will respond to me being such a close match to what they consider the son of god as well as the epitome of evil?
My name means, and therefore I AM ...One, Lone Ruler, Of the Highest Order, Ruler of All, King of Kings, Lord of Lords, Wonderful, Entertaining, Amusing, Regal, Of Fine Quality and Taste. I AM Mighty One, Mighty Counselor, Ever Powerful, Eternal Ruler/King/Lord/Prince/Leader, Honorable Ruler, Prince of Peace.
It is the diminutive form of a name meaning Light, Illumination, Lion of God, Jerusalem.
I AM The healer, stemming from the name Yahshua.
I AM The Stem, The Stalk, The Straw, The Shoot, The Wicker, The Twig, The Branch.
The number of my name is the number of a man, It is The number of The Beast. It is also 666. ...and arguably as well as 6, 6660, 6666 and a few others.
(look at the CERN logo)
So, what did 'John Titor' mean when asking When Jesus returns, do you think he will be a lamb or a lion? I take it as a joke, albeit a rather sick and twisted one in line with God's sense of humor.
I'm in trouble. ...BIG trouble. I think we all are. I was born this way.