@PaulaJedi @Einstein
Transparency to a fault. At some point certain individuals have to rely on their background, career education and other resources to have the confidence to be transparent. Various forums that I have been on always say to use some profile name. When you do, you’re not really necessarily tied to the fact of what you’re sharing. It can be viewed as anything. It reminds me of the opening scene in Robin Hood with Kevin Costner, and he puts his hand down on the chopping block and says this is English courage. I met my first wife at that movie. She was British. I am an American so the movie was rather poetic. Being transparent my name is Richard Serge. I work for Lapis AI Consults in New York City. I am currently based in North Carolina. You can find me on LinkedIn. I grew up in the Bible belt so my whole life has been biblical, including seeing John as a trigger for biblical events rather than scientific or historical. Around 2008 I was in a religious institution and we had a significant disagreement. That disagreement led to them calling an ambulance and having me taken to a hospital over simple words. During the intake with an atheist male nurse he asked me why I was being so disagreeable and having my own view of religion. Out of frustration, I opened my Bible for about a second. I glanced at the page and all I saw was SERGE. I knew that it was a visual anomaly so I closed the Bible and gave it to the atheist and told him I never want to see it again. I had met my girlfriend at that church and I knew that if they hospitalize me that I would lose her, which I did. She broke up with me and then she hung herself. She was a virgin when she died. She was a nursing graduate from Emery in Atlanta perhaps sent to me to help me with my war injuries. That was 2009. I was in college so I couldn’t grieve properly. After graduating and then sometime later, I basically just prayed why he allowed her to be taken away. All I got was time as an answer. So I went to Albert Einstein’s Wikipedia and John Titor’s name was among the footnotes. Being in a church Wi-Fi café, the name John got my attention. Titor later became an acrostic for me meaning time to return. It became a spiritual adventure leading up to Christs second coming. I grew up in a rapture family. That’s all they talked about growing up. Since then, I think I’ve been able to debunk that interpretation of scripture. The latter-day Saints they just basically think that he shows up and establishes his environment. If I compared myself to a time traveler, it would be the traveling that was conducted in the time traveler’s wife movie. Without actually leaving this moment, it feels like different times come to my presence for whatever weird reason. That movie put my experiences into a perspective that I could actually see on the big screen because I had no way to explain it. In my early days with the John Titor story, I saw a short lived photograph of a gentleman sitting at a computer on a table, and he was wearing a baseball cap. I thought that it was John with some inexperienced ego posting his own picture on the Internet. That took me to a memory of a conversation on a ferry in Washington state near Boeing. It was a similar gentleman. It was a fringe science Discussion in 1993 and he said to keep my eyes on NASA. I met Zeshua I think around 2014. She responded in 2021 the same day that I joined paranormalis She said she could try to save my girlfriend. I was told on the forum that she was a fraud, so I didn’t really expect her to do anything. Various anomalies have occurred over the years like extreme synchronicity. With all the different theories of time and travel through it, it just seems that it does exist, regardless of the fears that may come with it.
