Hon, it could be malevolent aliens. Trust me on this when I say that some of them try to "play god." Just look at Ancient Aliens.I missed the part about the symbols that you saw upon waking that would disappear when you were fully awake.
Do you remember any of them?
Could you draw them ?
Many of the things you describe in your 1st post, I have personally been through.
I was called crazy...until I had witnesses to furthering events.
No one here is calling you crazy.
The first symbol I saw was way back around 2000. I figured out part of what it might mean and it turned out to be a trashy story.
Anyway this is sort of what it looked like
It may have been about a triangle that defined aspects of my life. I used an online calc that gave approx values for the triangle which are.
At the time I was with a woman born 3/11 like the 31.1 degrees
My initials are C.B.B. Which is 322
So one side 322
With An area of 31200 (CL00/clue) created the base as 194.
194 Could maybe be 19h 4m which is 7:04pm or G:0D
So I figured GOD was playing a weird game with me
There is deity and/or beings with advanced technology in reality with us. For a while now it/they will manifest faces, symbols and words in the clouds for me to see as well as perform a variety of phenomenon.
Here's a recent video clip of some faces. Sometimes they're more realistic sometimes just partial faces as if peeking at me.
And a picture to help show for those might not have the ability to spot the design.
The being and/or technology is controlling humans like robots and uses some form of telepathy to convey ideas/information.
Like in this picture where myself, mother and others were all aligned like robots so I could get a picture of her looking like Mickey Mouse with a piece of hay in the mouth. As if whatever it is saying hey/hi to me in a creepy way.
The being(s) have been terrorizing us for amusement along with others making things worse. Like I'll be walking down the road sometimes looking at the ground and a stranger will suddenly attack me. One of my limbs was ripped apart once. My brother was hacked with a saw once. My mother was hit with cars numerous times. Something manipulates people like robots and arranges them to get hurt for amusement.
Even people online obsessively assault whatever I say no matter where or what I say. Like it and others just wanting to ruin whatever we try to do.
I tried showing stuff to others and they'd just give dirty looks, disregard and say no you're crazy then violate me... As if they believe others exist for them to violate.
Really deranged stuff and people here.
It's as if they don't want certain people to be curious, wonder about reality or enjoy life. I've been annoyed so much that if I get the slightest feeling someone is trying to provoke me I get rude and pissed off. I feel as if the people here want to treat fun and happiness as if commodity for them to control and dictate.
Something and others seem determined to piss off others and ruin life