In my current capacity I doubt I can understand the depth and the concepts being described, now it is hard to think past five dimensional thought I know if what I think I know is correct and if so how and what is lacking. I am relying on the abilities I have left, and the store of understanding I compiled.
My cognitive abilities are steadily decreased because of my lack of action and perhaps temporary lack of will power, in my situation and because of the amount of healthy food I am not consuming and sleep deprivation I may of passed in this environment the point of no return. I may be able to understand what you have discovered and understand to some degree and see the significance of your mental victory but even the syntax I am using is less then ideal; what I can do is a double edged sword that cuts down barriers can also cut myself.
perhaps you have the ability to time travel, change what you perceive to be around you, and gained a complete understanding of existence. I was close. perhaps the only way to succeed and try to break past that mental barrier is to go back in time and regain the opportunities lost. I understand how much I can potentially understand in an instant and perhaps how little or how much I understand. I know how create a spaceship that can travel past the speed of light, if you were referring to that.