Anyways Jadex,
I do hope you find peace. As I know your anger is simply hurt and pain underneath that needs healing. However, I won't play anymore. It's really just not who I am.
Hope this week is productive for you.
Take care.
If I can heal with a permanent lifelong injury, you surely can overcome your own pain. It's beautiful when you finally let go and stop blaming others (even if what they did and continue to do is and was wrong).
I'm thankful for a God that loves me. That can see the best in me. And, always will. Maybe just a little faith would help you? My own has gotten me through everything.
Change begins with each of us. In our own souls. And,that's beautiful.
Growing up, Ghandhi was my favorite modern day spiritual teacher. He won battles not by fighting back. But, laying his life before others without resistance to the pain he would endure by the hands of his accusers. Until, those hurting him realized their own wrong doing.
Life is beautiful when you choose love.
Right now, trying to figure out how to help the next homeless man I've seen.
You?