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Lately I feel very very tired,
My spiritual self is tired... I feel like all the sleep in the world will not be enough.
I realized at this point that I have depleted all my energy and since I can't really afford "time away" nor can afford going back to my old ways of alcohol and the like.
Inadvertently I entered into a deep sleep, a very deep sleep. So deep that I couldn't wake up. I knew I was sleeping but I couldn't wake myself at all. Slowly my mind entered the dreamworld with my consciousness fully aware that I am dreaming but cannot stop it. I focused hard to stop bad things from entering my mind while in this state.
Any attack now from any demonic entity and I am done for. So I slowly focused on the surrounding darkens made it as bright. Then I focused on standing on grass. I felt the grass beneath my feet. I focused on the sky being sunny and clear. It became sunny and clear. I focused on a piano and one appeared. I focused on a willow tree next to the piano. It speared.
I walked towards the piano and sat down before it. slowly my hands felt the coolness of each smooth key. I visualized the piano to be made of glass. This way I can see the inside of it. how each hammer strikes the wires within.
I focused on the smell of the sea and the coolness around me. I started to play the piano like I did when I was very little. Each note perfect each sound as sweet and pure as the one before.
Playing louder and louder I realized the sound was all around me. I felt my heart beating to the rhythm and I felt my blood rushing trough my body. My skin lit up like the sun and I felt my energy slowly returning. Striking the keys softer I played music that I haven't heard before. The piano's glass broke and it was simply supported by air...
Then I woke up... In the real world in my bed I felt a rush of energy like I am being electrocuted. I sat upright and took a deep breath. Adrenaline rushed trough my brain and body and I was awake. Truly awake.
This burst of energy sadly didn't last long... I am tired again so very tired... My brain is asking me why I made the choice to wake-up? I have no answer... I am tired again so very tired.
My spiritual self is tired... I feel like all the sleep in the world will not be enough.
I realized at this point that I have depleted all my energy and since I can't really afford "time away" nor can afford going back to my old ways of alcohol and the like.
Inadvertently I entered into a deep sleep, a very deep sleep. So deep that I couldn't wake up. I knew I was sleeping but I couldn't wake myself at all. Slowly my mind entered the dreamworld with my consciousness fully aware that I am dreaming but cannot stop it. I focused hard to stop bad things from entering my mind while in this state.
Any attack now from any demonic entity and I am done for. So I slowly focused on the surrounding darkens made it as bright. Then I focused on standing on grass. I felt the grass beneath my feet. I focused on the sky being sunny and clear. It became sunny and clear. I focused on a piano and one appeared. I focused on a willow tree next to the piano. It speared.
I walked towards the piano and sat down before it. slowly my hands felt the coolness of each smooth key. I visualized the piano to be made of glass. This way I can see the inside of it. how each hammer strikes the wires within.
I focused on the smell of the sea and the coolness around me. I started to play the piano like I did when I was very little. Each note perfect each sound as sweet and pure as the one before.
Playing louder and louder I realized the sound was all around me. I felt my heart beating to the rhythm and I felt my blood rushing trough my body. My skin lit up like the sun and I felt my energy slowly returning. Striking the keys softer I played music that I haven't heard before. The piano's glass broke and it was simply supported by air...
Then I woke up... In the real world in my bed I felt a rush of energy like I am being electrocuted. I sat upright and took a deep breath. Adrenaline rushed trough my brain and body and I was awake. Truly awake.
This burst of energy sadly didn't last long... I am tired again so very tired... My brain is asking me why I made the choice to wake-up? I have no answer... I am tired again so very tired.