anyway one day this person was with a friend who hade some DMT for sale so I told him to sell me doses where the guy told me to try it with them .. I refuse as I told him I don't feel safe trying that with someone I don't really know. I hade that for a week there when in a night my partner James who try that before and find it as cool trip with elephants and colourful cards and bla bla bla ... We decide to take it. I only wanted to see how my dad felt if he was scared or if he find it easy .. Anyway I smoke first and at soon as I inhale the smoke I feel the smell of the smoke was like the solution what they use on my dad body to keep him for the 3 days tradition we have .. I lay back on the bed and I start seeing amazing beautiful strong colours, cards , patterns my eyes was closed the music was playing with the Tripp .. I could see front back up down left right without moving ... The this little robots looking like creature come dancing around welcoming me ... Then I felt that I was going to go somewhere I should in that way because it was to dangerous I felt like if I let go Is no way back and it came in my mind to say Jesus what have I done. As soon as I say the name Jesus everything turned in to a aggressive Tripp .. The cards was breaking in to sharp little cards what will try hit my head. I heard the robots saying "EVEN HERE" and the from square heads they use to have they become like knifes and trying to enter my head in the front like in between my eyes but just more on top that I know I hade to keep my hens there and I could feel the sharp things on my hands. I told James who just smoke to that I want that to finish I don't want to go to the other site I don't want to let go. And he was telling me you have to let go this is just a drug don't panic. I felt more angry that the creatures was saying "yea let go .. Hear him let go " then he past out I guess "let go" but I open my eyes at that moment I was strong fighting anything when open my eyes all the posters and colours In the room was so much stronger like vibrating on me. I went next to the edge of the bed I wanted to stand up but when I put my fits down I panic took them up strait away.... I've seen another world just like ours in the floor and the floor was just like a dark shadow on what was this green patterns geometric once lots of them it was the for in between .. Anyway I didn't step out the bed .. And I look at the wall where I have this big shiva or whatever is called what Frick me out even more because with my eyes open I could see how the 3 lines she have on her head was sending to the same place on my head sharp lines like to get true. I put my head in my arms and I start praying until all get back to normal. James come out maybe 5 minutes later because he smoked a bit later ... He told me he seen pink elephants he was somewhere in the desert ... I guess I won't find out to soon because I didn't let go .. I was drowned after that Tripp I felt like I was at the edges and I am just lucky that God loves me that I dint go forward. I felt like if I will let that take over then it won't be me anymore I felt like it was promising me without telling me that it will show me my dad and everything I want I dint let go and hope no one ever try that
