@Wind7 Do you still live with it? Have you considered removing it or moving, or will it follow you? Do you feel that maybe you accidentally let it in when invesitgating other claims? Your own experiences are the only proof you need. You don't have to worry about other peoples' opinions. There will always be skeptics. Disavowed by a church? The Catholic church would believe you, but would encourage you not to mess with things like that. They know the dangers.
I'm sorry about the PTSD![]()
It is gone now but, I am left with the teachings to never disavow someone else's claims.
I learned by how to protect myself with help from Native Americans when 'Great Snowy' moved in next door.
I actually learned a great deal and was able to tie in an entire lifetime of being haunted with knowledge from memories I had from childhood.
GS asked me once, "why are you afraid?"
"To control the fear is the greatest weapon you have against darkness, turn it to Light and utilize your inner strengths."
The learning process wasn't easy at first but, I did it.
I eventually did go to the Church, there I received blessings but was told that I needed to become ordained to fight evil
correctly, there is where I did disagree as I had already seen for my own two eyes how it was done by Natives.
The rest of my story gets really personal but no,
I have nothing to fear from these things anymore.
As for the PTSD,
These things also affected my family and would follow me to school....To anywhere I went actually.
My sister ran away from home and never returned.
I received loads of negativity as a fair complected, redheaded kid and after having umpteen confrontations,
some with knives....I was removed from school by my parent and received home schooling.
I'm okay these days and I live with it.
My home is safe.
I had been receiving DMs about my story so, I decided to re-post some of it...Again.
The rest is already posted in old posts. Here.
I've moved on to help others when and where I can.
I went into demonology but am not recognized by the Church.