You have reached what I call "The Balance".
You are consciously aware of what your subconscious is...for you.
In a matter of speaking, what I had with my dreams, they were actually lucid dreams too-in a sense. It crossed my mind
This can be exceptionally hard to master yourself but as you say in your follow-up post,
you had a master to help you through the veil.
I don't know about 'mastering' part however, as I have never really given it much thought. But if you'd like to say that it's not something that'd come to you overnight, it pretty much described it.
As to the process itself, well, I'm afraid I don't really know what happened in the process, as my master was only telling me to do this and that, to which I didn't have slightest idea what the purpose was at the time, and after some (long, but not too long) time, it just happened.
I'm saying this because every time I asked him as to what the purpose of me doing this and that back in the day, he just smiled and told me to just do it; no real or further explanation whatsoever.
Even now, the most explanation I'd get should I ask him again about those times would be just;
'It's (the process) not something a (living) human really needs to think about. What matters for you is actually the result. A clean result, so to say.'
In all honesty, all I can fully understand from his answer is only the 'clean result' part that he didn't lead me to sell my own soul to anything in order to acquire what I'm then capable of.
Well, maybe it's because I'm not so much of a gifted person that he didn't want the thought of the process unnecessarily burdening me (which by the end of the day, it also gave me this tendency of having simpler perspective now, when it comes to paranormal matters).
Well...it's not a big problem for me; as you said so as well, my master showed me the way after all, and I'm grateful for it nonetheless.
You and I have travelled similar paths as I found ALL the people I needed to find,
when I needed them most to help me overcome all of my fears.
Only in my case... I only found 1 living person; my master, who was really willing to help me at the time, and he still is for once in a while now.
But with him, also came literally a bunch of his spiritual companions that were also proven as a great help in sorting out my problems with supernatural attacks back in the day-and they did it all without complaining (my late grandfater's spirit and my ancestors' spirits are among them since my master and I come from the same bloodline; he's actually a (overlooked (?)) distant uncle of mine).
Still, the fact sadenned me at the time, that those who really cared for me were not really coming from among the living, so to say.
But at the same time I understand that it could be one of the struggles a person like me have to go through in such situation. Whether I like it or not, I wouldn't just let them risking their own safety by being there in the first place. This kind of thing is for most of the times, also dangerous for the people next to you, if you know what I mean.
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@Mayhem ,
I create an inner scenario of a kind.....The difference being,
mine is instead of an oceanic/sky point , it is an open field of rich scented grass like after being mown
only the grass is the color of an opaque white and is illuminated by an impossible Green Star overhead.
Anything and Everything that crosses my path when there is immediately seen.
I think that was exactly how my master taught me too, but in my case, my master told me to just empty my mind (not to imagine things), and focus only to the blackness as I kept my eyes shut.
It's not something easy though, at least for me. Most likely I'd just see colors (light purple or grey) swirling-each one at a time, when I'm doing it; and each of them always seemed to move away from me until it disappeared 'in the distance' only to be replaced by a new one.
It's always like that, even when I practiced it in a dark room, for example.
You do not have to be an ordained individual to be able to know protection
and (for myself again) know exactly how to deal with demonic or lighter spiritual beings.
No. Protection, in this matter, is a basic right where everyone entitled to it, if that's what you mean. At least, that's from my personal perspective.
It's not going to be just priests or something similar that are facing the threats from negative spiritual entities or energies.
From what I've gathered, they seem to be everywhere-literally at every turn, thus risking any of us to exposure at anytime, without exception.
But as with anything and you might agree with me here when I say,
nothing is ever perfect and things can go wrong too.
Thus the protection.
Tricky life isn't it? I think you know what I mean.
I agree with you.
Talking about trickiness, living a mundane life alone can be very tricky for some (if not all) people, as even a very careful plan may sometimes missed out a thing or two, and we're talking about a grey zone here, where things just don't like what it seems in the surface, and even 'the best' of protection would sometimes have hole(s).
Now, I show people how to become stronger when THEY are the victims and
teach them protection one on one, face to face......Extremely hard to do like in word or post.
As a person who has been receiving help from somebody else myself in this matter, and on behalf of those you've helped-whether or not they realized or understood it, I thank you. I know it too well how hard it is without help in this matter
Salam,
Astra
