paradox404
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The other day I was researching my "Sliding" ability. (As in sliding to alternate world lines)
I did this mainly to satisfy my curiosity and ended up researching for a number of hours trying to figure out how many other people have it and if others do then what is a common factor between each of them. I ended up finding maybe 2 or 3 reasonable other cases of it on various other forums and it was pretty similar, things change no clue why. (Implied that it occurs in sleep)
I started noticing a connection with each of these cases. They all seemed to have had a near death experience and convinced that they had died. I start thinking "how does that make sense I have nev...". I pause, I had. I had died... In 2003!
2003 and 2004... Those two years are significant. A particular something happened to me in those years... As a bit of a backstory, around that time my father took me to stay at my "Poppy"'s house. Anyway long story short my pop was a pedophile and I was around 6 or 7... He used to sedate me with some brown powder and did horrible, horrible things to me. I remember that bastard used to put it on my food whenever he could and said it was a special powder that only I was allowed...
By now you probably are wondering what this has to do with gaining a psychic ability? Now, my best guess would be whatever the drug was, I overdosed on it. I remember feeling really sleepy and collapsing on the bed that I slept on and being surrounded by darkness. I remember floating peacefully, just relaxed and not a care in the world. I began to realize that I had died but I was calmed by knowing it would all be alright. Shortly after I woke up in reality, feeling particularly weak. That bastard was there when I woke, he had a particularly blase look on his face and he said that they were thinking on taking me to hospital because I was having a really bad seizure.
I had a lot of altervus within 2013 and 2014... Coincidentally 10 years after my abuse, in 2013 and 2014. Not exactly sure why... perhaps the number 10 is significant for some reason in my future? Who knows...
I had a bit of a google for what the powder probably was and I think it may have been Kratom... Not exactly sure though... (It does best match the symptoms though)
I did this mainly to satisfy my curiosity and ended up researching for a number of hours trying to figure out how many other people have it and if others do then what is a common factor between each of them. I ended up finding maybe 2 or 3 reasonable other cases of it on various other forums and it was pretty similar, things change no clue why. (Implied that it occurs in sleep)
I started noticing a connection with each of these cases. They all seemed to have had a near death experience and convinced that they had died. I start thinking "how does that make sense I have nev...". I pause, I had. I had died... In 2003!
2003 and 2004... Those two years are significant. A particular something happened to me in those years... As a bit of a backstory, around that time my father took me to stay at my "Poppy"'s house. Anyway long story short my pop was a pedophile and I was around 6 or 7... He used to sedate me with some brown powder and did horrible, horrible things to me. I remember that bastard used to put it on my food whenever he could and said it was a special powder that only I was allowed...
By now you probably are wondering what this has to do with gaining a psychic ability? Now, my best guess would be whatever the drug was, I overdosed on it. I remember feeling really sleepy and collapsing on the bed that I slept on and being surrounded by darkness. I remember floating peacefully, just relaxed and not a care in the world. I began to realize that I had died but I was calmed by knowing it would all be alright. Shortly after I woke up in reality, feeling particularly weak. That bastard was there when I woke, he had a particularly blase look on his face and he said that they were thinking on taking me to hospital because I was having a really bad seizure.
I had a lot of altervus within 2013 and 2014... Coincidentally 10 years after my abuse, in 2013 and 2014. Not exactly sure why... perhaps the number 10 is significant for some reason in my future? Who knows...
I had a bit of a google for what the powder probably was and I think it may have been Kratom... Not exactly sure though... (It does best match the symptoms though)