zeit I thought you were susposed to leave? like a long time ago. with a doctor's appointment last week check up on my pacemaker. I stumbled on a question to my technician. she told me I have a built in electromagnet which causes my dreams to become a reality. thus my heart icd doctor told me that it's really a miracle or psychiatric that it's happening which I am 90 % sure that it's not psychiatric since I have been into this stuff since I was 18. almost twenty year's in this field. I have answered just about every question in the theory of relativity which I read in my spare time. with two questions that arise with my answers. what comes around goes around and they get what they receive. which plays a good role in the grandparent paradox which makes it not true. I have some sort of ability to see the stuff I need to see in the future. I have seen too much already. I need to be more aware but know when I throw my blanket over my head and disappear. no one knows about this and would like to keep it that way. 3 or 4 people know about this. That and my father knows about this. if you talk about it my name is tron not by my real name. tron is also my nickname amongst my friend's. the trips I am taking is too much for even me to handle. they just started last September. I have had already hit the 50 mark this year total. I have files 4kb of stuff I have retrieved. under my friend's name Jeremy Jae. look it up on flckr.