Cyhi
New Member
Okay something really weird happened this morning. To put you in context I've been having a really rough time lately. My doctor had to make sure I stop working for a while I was diagnosed with fibromyalgia, a severe depression and a lot of anxiety. So I've been at home for a good 3 months now crying and seeing a psychotherapist. Except from my best friend who is also very sick I don't receive much help, love or support from family or my long time boyfriend. Yesterday I had a very bad day and had a fight with my boyfriend and he said something mean. It never happened before and I've been very easy on him. But yesterday I literally broke apart and told him that if he can't step up to help me out then he will have to step out of my life. I cried all night and woke up really sad angry and tired. So I was checking my email and while I was answering a survey (no nothing to download, no link whatsoever) on my cellphone, the little message saying the download of the file was done appeared... I never downloaded anything, or clicked anything that asked me to download... so I clicked to open the file and this is what I saw.
Yesterday while crying I spoke to my grandparents who were like mother and father for me, to know me better than my parents. I told them I was very tired that I didn't know how I could do it anymore and that I really wish they were here. I like to think they sent me this just to tell me to put myself first and stand my ground and ask for the love I deserve. It freaked me out but made me feel better somehow
Yesterday while crying I spoke to my grandparents who were like mother and father for me, to know me better than my parents. I told them I was very tired that I didn't know how I could do it anymore and that I really wish they were here. I like to think they sent me this just to tell me to put myself first and stand my ground and ask for the love I deserve. It freaked me out but made me feel better somehow