My Story

well i've never been a practicing one, was never a church going person, but i do believe in God and talk to him when i feel the need. i do believe i'm not allowed to commit suicide or i'll go to hell.. not much on to much of the bible, some of the stories seem a little out there, but i'm always respectful of nun's and priest's, but i have been praying more in the past few years than ever.
 
maybe you could ask her where i need to go with this, or if i'm even supposed to at all.. i know in my heart not only do i want to, but i feel like i should, or that i'm supposed to. but it sorta scares me a bit to just sit in a quiet room and ask for the conversation to begin. because if and when it does i feel as though id be obligated to do something though not that i'm opposed to it, just feel like i'm at an impasse with all this
 
You always have choices. Even though you're hearing spirit right now, I'm sure you could learn to shut it out. I don't feel like a spirit guide would say "you're supposed to do this!" Free will is a gift. You have to make the choice to pursue this or not to.
 
Freak Show said:
well i've never been a practicing one, was never a church going person, but i do believe in God and talk to him when i feel the need. i do believe i'm not allowed to commit suicide or i'll go to hell.. not much on to much of the bible, some of the stories seem a little out there, but i'm always respectful of nun's and priest's, but i have been praying more in the past few years than ever.
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Well she still puts up with me even though I'm not a Catholic at all. Spirit doesn't have to be right next to each other to communicate. It's possible she has a connection with your guides.
 
i want to pursue it, just a little nervous about it. and i'm by no mean a nervous person. been riding motorcycles for 13 years, was just in a motorcycle club for the past 4 years but left due to a disagreement, but also it was causing me a lot of stress. it was at that time of it being so stressful is when i starting seeing the skulls, since quitting i havn't seen much of them and not at all in the past month. though last night i saw something glowing blue and what almost looked like a womans face
 
i know this will sound goofy, but i wish they would guide me a little better. guess i really need to sit in a dark room and talk to them. i need some type of sign or a voice in my head
 
the more i talk to you about it the more i feel i really need to do something about it. i need that push, from someone, you or them to guide me. sometimes i just feel lost, but here i am spilling the beans to someone i just started talking to yesterday, but i feel ok about doing so
 
i have a little unusual story. i had a cat for 16 years, was my best buddy. he got very ill and was soon passing. about a week before he did my wife and i were with him, his breathing got bad and we thought this was it. my wife was kneeling in front of him , he was on the couch, i sat next to him. then my wife who is also a little sensitive went into what i can only describe as a trance. she started naming names of people, then asked if i knew them, i said no, she said they were here to take him. but he was telling them he didn't want to go, he said he just wanted to stay with me. then she said they were leaving.. a few days later my buddy slept in bed with me one last time, like he got the energy to do so, cause before that he would just lay on the couch in the back room. but he came to bed with me, it was two days later he passed.. but i was there, i was telling him it was ok to go, you've been here long enough and i'll be ok and i kissed him on the head, he then reared up and looked right at me and his last breath came out and he was gone...i'm guessing spirit came down to take him and were being channeled through my wife
 

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