My Story

Freak Show said:
i guess you get used to living where you do. i get so cold my finger curl up. i have a fused back with metal in there, when my back gets cold then i'm cold for the rest of the day. if i get the shivers i have to take a hot shower or get under a heated blanket. i'd never survive there
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Do you have ankylosing spondilitis?
 
SarahAlways said:
Freak Show said:
when i talked to the medium on the phone i told her i wasn't scared by what i see. she asked where i wanted to take this, even then and now if i could help other people i would. i feel that it would put my mind at ease about what happens after death. i've always had a fear of death, but now i wonder what really happens. i think to myself, if they are coming to me to communicate to others and if i help them, then maybe that will help me to go to heaven. i'm catholic and sure don't want to go in the other direction.
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Oh! My spirit guide was a nun. She likes Catholics. I'm not kidding.
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I received my blessings through the Catholic Church.

It was during a time when things were dark for me, my family moved into a new home when I was 3 and that's when the troubles started.

I watched as my family were torn apart. The cold touches, whispering, stench...when I purchased the home in my 30's that's when things came to the fore, I had investigations of my home, they were basically chased away.

The only church that would listen was the Catholic Church, I confessed everything that was happening to me, my friends and family(in the past).

I was blessed.

I realized that there is a higher power
and with a lot of faith, conquered the fear. Eventually I faced the dark that were trying to destroy, they were no longer welcome.

My home was exorcised 3 times,
now everything is fine.

I have spirit guides whom helped me through life and still do.
These days, I help people with the same issues I once faced...fear is the enemy, negativity even more so.

It takes a real leap of Faith.
These 'wars' can be won and all it takes really is a simple belief,
darkness exists...then the exacting parallel is the Light.

One is more powerful than the other.
:)

If you see these things, then they exist for you no matter what your belief system may be.

Just be good to one another.
It's the same with the gifted,
learning right from wrong is part of the learning curve.

It takes time.
Just be.
Let things come naturally and try to stay positive, not easy with the world in its current state...eh?

Work calls...must go.

I enjoy reading your stories, I look forward to hearing more.

Have a great day!

Wind7

:)
 
i enjoy reading your comments, it helps. i know i will say the course, i feel if i don't then i feel like i will miss out on something really good and important. with each comment from everyone, i feel that i'm supposed to be moving forward with this. i've always felt hat everything happens for a reason and i'm were i'm supposed to be
 
sometimes i see what looks like a cloud that goes past my eyes, any idea what that might be.. and it's not anything wrong with my eyes. i go to and eye doctor regularly cause i'm diabetic
 
Freak Show said:
Ever since i head that woman's voice tell me, you're not who you think you are, i've been trying to figure out what that means. i have made some big changes recently and have been more focused on the paranormal things that have been going on around me. since hearing the words from the ovluis and the team saying i have orbs following me around and talking with you Sarah, makes me think that maybe i have some kind of spiritual purpose to preform
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I have had the same kind of thing said to me 'you are not who you are.'

It was a woman's voice as well.

What I think it means is...

'see not whom you are as being dragged down by materialistic things,
rather see things and yourself as they truly are.' (?)

The body is just that, a place where our soul/spirit resides. An embodiment to live amongst others.

When we pass, the body is left behind yet our spirit goes onward.

I've had people who needed help with a spirit manifestation in their homes ask me why I would believe in that.

My answer is usually the same,
you have these spirits in your home, isn't that proof of some sort of afterlife?

If you try meditation again,
try 'losing the material world' , listen to everything you hear and cancel them out one by one.

Listen for the silence behind,
then ask your question, don't try to force it.
You might be pleasantly surprised
by a response.

:)
 
Freak Show said:
sometimes i see what looks like a cloud that goes past my eyes, any idea what that might be.. and it's not anything wrong with my eyes. i go to and eye doctor regularly cause i'm diabetic
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It's good you keep your eyes checked.

What you may be witnessing is a spirit in motion, it kind of looks like a cloud but if you really pay attention,
you can also make out an outline as they move to the right or left of you.

Ever feel a light coldness suddenly brush against you from nowhere?

Chances are someone is trying to get your attention.

:)
 
i'll pay more attention next time it happens, but yes i feel the coldness. i'm struggling with a lot of this because i know myself. i've never been good with just signs. even back in my dating days i would tell women that if they wanted something than just say it cause i don't catch on to signs much.. i guess that's why the voices really got my attention, cause i need to hear it or really see it. I would love it if my spirit guides could be able to appear right in front of me and just talk, i'm sure they know me by now also... i'm just so new to the actual communication part of it that i don't know what to expect.
 
Freak Show said:
i'll pay more attention next time it happens, but yes i feel the coldness. i'm struggling with a lot of this because i know myself. i've never been good with just signs. even back in my dating days i would tell women that if they wanted something than just say it cause i don't catch on to signs much.. i guess that's why the voices really got my attention, cause i need to hear it or really see it. I would love it if my spirit guides could be able to appear right in front of me and just talk, i'm sure they know me by now also... i'm just so new to the actual communication part of it that i don't know what to expect.
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When are you supposed to hear back from the team of mediums that helped you before? Maybe they can work with you in helping you connect to your guides.
 

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