But I attract such experiences.
Can we have a hint of why you think that?
I can repeat a post I made quite a while back. I was sort of half asleep one morning. It seemed like a dream. At the time I had been divorced for about 12 years. My ex-wife had died about a month earlier from brain cancer. But in the dream there she was younger and healthier. She came over to the bed and laid down next to me. Just as her head hit the pillow my cat in the real world was sleeping there. My cat took off like a wild banshee fleeing from hell. Of course that woke me up. As the days passed I noticed my cat was no longer sleeping on the pillow next to me anymore. So I decided to see if there was any connection to the dream. I picked him up and placed him on the pillow. He behaved as if he was terrified when I did that. He was literally afraid of that location. And for his remaining days he never slept on that pillow again. Now the funny thing is my wife was always jealous of my cats attention to me. I always used to tease her that maybe if she wouldn't rub the cats fur the wrong way that maybe the cat would like her too. So I kind of look at the experience that the spirit of my ex-wife decided to spook my cat and in so doing succeeded in letting me know that there is an afterlife.
after being a witness, I re-discovered my faith in God. And Christianity.