I've started meditating again as of Friday, the difference here being that I have my eyes open and let my thoughts run freely, and without playing meditation music. @TimeFlipper - Think this is a step in the right direction?
You know guys, one of the major reasons I want to go back in time and change history is, it feels so right deep down through to my heart and soul. Perhaps the idea comes to me from an extraterrestrial source. After all, the composer Brahms is known for saying that his music comes from a divine source, presumably God. The analogy here is, both my ideas and Brahms's music have very possibly come from out of this world.
it's cool now, Classic, i have Dysthymia, so even the most small negative comment , can cause me to spiral right back down , i tend to get the way i did, when that happens, so, i'm sorry as well, if anything from me, effected you negatively. I really do mean no negative intent when i speak, as hard as it is to believe. Anyhow, i just wanted to say, all is cool, and i hope we're cool too . Peace.
@Peaceseeker - Once again, I'm sorry if I hurt you in any way, shape, or form. I didn't mean it, and I should have found a better way to vent my personal frustration. If you desire not to come back, take care. :(
I'm terribly sorry to let down myself and everyone who cares, but I'm afraid Pine Bush will have to be postponed. My dad has backaches, so he won't be in the zone tonight. It was a last-minute decision. I'll have to postpone Pine Bush until further notice, which will hopefully be very soon.