I am starting to think you are not far off from the truth. I am missing my menstrual cycle, which is not uncommon bc I was nursing....but it has been a while. My menstrual cycle should have come in by now.I feel it was the sprite of the first child staying closed to the second child.
This sprite also will be your next child a girl. Both first and second child
need to be brother and sister in your life now, because both were in your
past life's.