Re: I'm Desperate... Please Help
Dear all,
My sincerest thanks to all who have read my message and have responded so kindly. Many of you have written very supportive and kind messages to me, and some have been supporitve of this quest of mine. And some have tried to encourage me to be strong and get one and take care of the children, to which I also appreciate. I just want to assure everyone that I do understand fully how unlikely all this is, and in some way, perhaps a bit unhealthy. And I do get up daily and try to do my best to raise my children. I am trying to get through my grief like people in my situation might, and I think this is just part of it, part of my reluctance of letting go.
I also would like everyone to understand that, yes, part of what makes me unable to let go and to come to a forum like this to ask for help is my own desperate need of have her back. But mostly, it's for her and for my children. It's knowing how unwilling she was to leave this earth and leave our children; she was someone who lived her whole life just to be a mother, and having to leave them when she just had just brought them into the world was simply too unbearable for her. She fought literally to her last breath for she would not accept having to leave them. And I am also doing this for the children. it's me knowing how unfair it is for them to have to grow up without their mother. Everytime I see them, I feel so sad for them, and the desperate need for me to try to do something about it, to get her back for them somehow.
Unfortunately, and as expected, it doesn't seem so far that anyone has been able to give me any information or leads on TT. That is not a surprise, of course, as I fully understand that we are very far from it technologically right now. However, I still believe that there is a possibility that if TT is theoretically possible, then in the future, perhaps way in the future, it will be achieved, and therefore someone in our time may be from the future, and that person or persons may monitor forums like this for whatever reason. And my real goal was to get the attention of someone like that, from the future, and to plead my case for them to consider helping me. Just in case someone does read this and is able to help me, I want to assure them that this is not some kind of a hoax, and that I and my wife and our children are real people and I am really pleading desperately, to even try something like this. To that end, I've included some photos of us:
This is one of our wedding photos.
This is a photo taken of her and our children in our home the night after she was diagnosed with cancer. Our baby girl Emily was only 7 months old, and our boy Andrew was about 2 and half.
A photo of all of us taken that same night.
This is a picture of her taken with me in December in the hospital. It was about a month and half before she passed away of the cancer.
Again, I want to thank everyone for reading my messages and all the kind words. I understand that perhaps no one will really be able to help me at all, and the only thing I ask of everyone is to try to send a short reply to this post so that the thread stays fresh and therefore can be read by more people all the time. I just dont' want to miss a chance of someone who really is a traveller coming to this site but not going back far enough to see this thread.
And just in case someone is able to help me, I want to assure you that I will do whatever is necessary to make sure that any help I am given to try to get her back will result in the least negative effect in the future. She was a school teacher and mother, that was it. She would not have made any differences to the course of history in the future. And I would make sure that if her life was allowed to continue somehow, it would impact the future in the least bit possible. If you are someone who can help me, please consider how you would be able to bring life and happiness back to this young family and our young children.
Thank you all.
