StarLord
Senior Member
Religion
Ralan, thanks for your post. I remember that particular head space that you have now about 30 years ago and sadly, like today, no one ran a spiritual welfare program back then. So I decided to go out of my way to search for answers that had been bugging me. I learned that no one was really interested in proving anything to me because I had to do all the leg work / searching myself.
Unless you have the great fortune of bumping into a Spiritual Master at a laundromat and he takes pity upon you, your search may take a while. I can tell you that being a chess player from hell, looking forward in a logical manner becomes second nature and you get the ability to look further and further without making mistakes. For me, I knew at a very early age that I had been given a false set of dogma as it just didnt make sense to me and I also was not content to have figured this out so I started searching and reading.
In that past state of mind, nothing would have sufficed to convince me, short of the heavens parting, and a large hand showing up and taking me away to higher places. Nevertheless, I pushed on and read everything I could. Until I found the path that I came here to find. The rest is history for me.
If you are content where you are at, by all means stay there for that is your choice. You will need to prove or disprove things for your self that is not another persons responsibility. You may note in your search for information that there are alot of people that share the same realizations as what you refer to as fiction.
One book I would recomend you read is "Meetings With Remarkable Men" by Geurdieff I think it was, it has been over 20 years since I read it. It is a book about one mans search for a Master.
I look forward to conversing with you in 20 years to see if you have had any contact with fiction
Ralan, thanks for your post. I remember that particular head space that you have now about 30 years ago and sadly, like today, no one ran a spiritual welfare program back then. So I decided to go out of my way to search for answers that had been bugging me. I learned that no one was really interested in proving anything to me because I had to do all the leg work / searching myself.
Unless you have the great fortune of bumping into a Spiritual Master at a laundromat and he takes pity upon you, your search may take a while. I can tell you that being a chess player from hell, looking forward in a logical manner becomes second nature and you get the ability to look further and further without making mistakes. For me, I knew at a very early age that I had been given a false set of dogma as it just didnt make sense to me and I also was not content to have figured this out so I started searching and reading.
In that past state of mind, nothing would have sufficed to convince me, short of the heavens parting, and a large hand showing up and taking me away to higher places. Nevertheless, I pushed on and read everything I could. Until I found the path that I came here to find. The rest is history for me.
If you are content where you are at, by all means stay there for that is your choice. You will need to prove or disprove things for your self that is not another persons responsibility. You may note in your search for information that there are alot of people that share the same realizations as what you refer to as fiction.
One book I would recomend you read is "Meetings With Remarkable Men" by Geurdieff I think it was, it has been over 20 years since I read it. It is a book about one mans search for a Master.
I look forward to conversing with you in 20 years to see if you have had any contact with fiction