Samstwitch
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Pamela ~
I really could care less about your secret song. It has absolutely no bearing on my life. Pamela, for 12 years you have walked this journey with the world behind you. Sometimes with pain sometimes with joy. But every single step of the way, you have had support. You have had the ability to sort through all of it, with others. You've never been alone.
John told me, I would be the loneliest sol of them all. For 12 years, I have walked every step alone, and in darkness. My life a mystery, with only myself to lean on, to turn to, to quiet myself in moments of doubt, to wonder why, to find outlets others can't understand, because you weren't meant to. So pardon me for my spite of your arrogance. And, not only yours, but everyone's that has been publicly involved from the beginning. You have had each other. I have had no one. And, at my loneliest time, you dare to ridicule me.
I have done all that I was told. I have figured out a part of my mystery. Did any of it have anything to do with you? NO. Just like this video means nothing to you. But, it means something to me.
Now, if you don't mind, I have many challenges ahead. I hope it's easy and filled with peace and joy. Now, either be my friend and stop ridiculing me, or leave me alone.
John has taught me that often times the things you don't see, are the most real, tender, true, good and honest things you will find.
Hello onesix, Welcome to Paranormalis!
Responding to the content of your post...First, Pamela has gone through her own hell over knowing John Titor...I'm talking about the Titor Piranhas who harassed and stalked her for a decade. She had to take all of that abuse alone.
You said, "John told me, I would be the loneliest sol of them all." Are you referring to something John posted? Or are you claiming to have known him in person?
You said, "I have done all that I was told. I have figured out a part of my mystery. Did any of it have anything to do with you? NO. Just like this video means nothing to you. But, it means something to me." Are you claiming to have had a personal relationship in 'real time' with John? Please enlighten us, as I'm very curious to know what you mean.
~Sam~
P.S. I sent you a Private Message.
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