cyclespiral
Junior Member
It is obvious to anyone that I have hinted at my experiences in a few threads. I have had many of them. But one in particular stands out; when I was 8 I was visited by three spirits who performed a magick ritual. That is the TLDR and about 1 percent of how crazy things got. If people want to laugh at that or try to derail this thread with skeptical epistemology, then please waste your own time. All I know is what I saw.
My experience was a major magick and occult event. That is not egotism from me. I have discussed it in detail with occultists from different disciplines and they agree with me. Thus my experience could be said to be a peer reviewed experience a bit like academic or scientific papers. It's been a long time now. But my memories of it have not changed. Nor has my blinking feeling when I wonder "did that actually happen" and I think "yes, that did happen."
Each day that passes, and each collection of days that coagulate into years, makes me wonder if my experiences could be lost. I sincerely feel the need to create a record of what I saw that will still be readable in 100's of years; my experience is a genuine contribution to the occult and the mysteries of how reality works. My efforts so far, to test the waters, have been in a faction that I published on YouTube; I don't want to say where.
But I don't want an electronic record. Please see the video that someone posted about The Internet is Dead theory. Maybe I am old school. But to me analog dead tree technology lasts longer; there was a time capsule found this year in a church spire that was put there 300 years ago. I have brainstormed some options for any society or group that might take my writings:
OTO/Thelema ?
Theosophical ?
Freemasons? [note that the group does not have to be one that I sympathize with.]
Spiritualist Church?
Individual Occult researcher? [no idea who]
Note in all this that I have no vanity project. That is: I want no money, fame or authorship. I am not trying to go down in history as an occultist.
I would appreciate serious responses. This is probably the most serious post that I will put on these forums.
Thank you.
My experience was a major magick and occult event. That is not egotism from me. I have discussed it in detail with occultists from different disciplines and they agree with me. Thus my experience could be said to be a peer reviewed experience a bit like academic or scientific papers. It's been a long time now. But my memories of it have not changed. Nor has my blinking feeling when I wonder "did that actually happen" and I think "yes, that did happen."
Each day that passes, and each collection of days that coagulate into years, makes me wonder if my experiences could be lost. I sincerely feel the need to create a record of what I saw that will still be readable in 100's of years; my experience is a genuine contribution to the occult and the mysteries of how reality works. My efforts so far, to test the waters, have been in a faction that I published on YouTube; I don't want to say where.
But I don't want an electronic record. Please see the video that someone posted about The Internet is Dead theory. Maybe I am old school. But to me analog dead tree technology lasts longer; there was a time capsule found this year in a church spire that was put there 300 years ago. I have brainstormed some options for any society or group that might take my writings:
OTO/Thelema ?
Theosophical ?
Freemasons? [note that the group does not have to be one that I sympathize with.]
Spiritualist Church?
Individual Occult researcher? [no idea who]
Note in all this that I have no vanity project. That is: I want no money, fame or authorship. I am not trying to go down in history as an occultist.
I would appreciate serious responses. This is probably the most serious post that I will put on these forums.
Thank you.
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. I talked with a student of magic he said this will change in the future. So that magic is accepted. He said this will happen in the golden age. He also said that mocking other people is bad for the karma. So you have to be more concerned for them than for you. I hope you do not lose your love and goodwill for humanity, because of these bad experiences with other people. Just ignore them. In this way, you can also train your peace/kindness/unswayableness.