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i would love to know what that purpose is. i have no problem with doing what needs to be done.. but a little help would be great, a sign, something.. it can all be very distracting..the medium told me i need to learn to block things or it will take over my life,,to late, it already has
 
It sounds like your awareness/sensitivity has been heightened recently. I think maybe you will get better at distancing yourself from it a little as time goes on. Maybe meditation would help, practice the discipline. A psychic once told me to envision myself in a psychic bubble.
 
Freak Show said:
Thanks for talking to me Sarah, nice to be able to talk to someone who isn't judging me or think i'm totally nuts,,i am a little, but that's different, lol.
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Anytime! I enjoyed our discussion very much. I don't get a chance to discuss this sort of thing with anyone, so it's always welcome.
 
neither do i, anyone that knows about it just wants to hear ghost stories.. always asking if i've seen different scary movies and if my life compares to them.. i don't watch to much of that stuff, only when i was young. i see enough of it as it is.. like where i work, i do medical records in a prison, i'm in direct contact with inmates all day long, so i don't go home and watch cops.. my wife does meditation and blocks it out, i just can't seem to
 
I am the same way with horror and thriller movies. I get enough of that in my nightmares- it's not entertaining for me. Well, I'm wondering if you are sort of 'peaking' with your abilities to communicate with the other side, and hopefully you will reach a sort of plateau soon, maybe after you figure out what the purpose is. Perhaps you are getting a big "nudge" from the other side trying to push you in the direction you're supposed to go, and once you are on that path it will probably be easier. I hoping :)
 
life now is like watching a tv with a snowy screen. when i go to bed i see stuff up until i close my eyes, i wake in the morning and see stuff, it's a never ending ghost hunter's episode without the hunters. i woke up last night and had a dark smokey cloud hovering above me, have seeit two other times this week. last week i saw it next to the bed but it was blue. when i first saw it, it startled me and it began to float away. i told it to come back and it did, then i saw eyes appear in it, it stayed for a minute then left
 
now that you mention that, maybe that is what's happening. guessing i didn't pay to much attention to it before cause of always seeing stuff. maybe this is their way of pushing towards doing something to help them and myself....maybe that's what the voice meant by me not knowing who i really am
 
Freak Show said:
now that you mention that, maybe that is what's happening. guessing i didn't pay to much attention to it before cause of always seeing stuff. maybe this is their way of pushing towards doing something to help them and myself....maybe that's what the voice meant by me not knowing who i really am
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I think you should call on your spirit guides to help reveal to you what the meaning of all this is.
 

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