Even using the term regressing, means you want to travel back in time to the date you mentioned...You wont be our first new member to hold such a desire, and you wont be the last one....Sadly, nobody on Paranormalis can possibly help you..
We say to all people who want to go back in time, try your best to live with your present circumstances and find other interests and hobbies to help you along...Visit hospitals where you can see other people who are in worse situations than you are, and yet are still managing to cope, and children in hospital who show extraordinary bravery when faced with life threatening illnesses...
Doing those things gives you a different perspective on your own life, you cant change whats happened to you, so try and live with those thoughts of the past in a positive way

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