or church leaders in fact I have found more often than not the ones who have these dreams are not connected to the church at all. guess I should start at the first dream I had. I was bout 16 and had a dream of my dad falling to his death there was blood all around his head. two weeks later he fell off a ladder at work and a peice of scrap metal pierce his temple when he hit the floor. I freaked out bad stayed drunk for a month untill my mother had my uncle come by to snap me back to the real world. when I told her bout the dream she just blew it off as thow I was lying. since then I have learned from my sister that it runs in the family.seems my nefew has them to and he is also able to pick up randome thoughts from people while talking with them, and tell people stuff no one ever knew about them. bout a yr later I joined the airforce at 17 on the delayed inlist plan. after I turned 18 and shortly befor I was to go off to boot camp I saw my self standing infront of a desk with a blonde guy wearin glasses getting my ass chewed good. thought nothing of it untill a yr later when I walked in to the C.O.'s office. I had gotten wrote up for stained uniform at morning rollcall and there he was the blonde guy sitting behind his desk. I stood there speachless while he chewed me out and took my stripes.the next came bout 6 months later I saw my sons mother makin out with some guy at a bowling alley lounge. my son was just born then but 6 months later she took him and returned home to show off the boy to grandma. while I was still on base I got a call from my brother back home seems he had caught her at the bowl with the pin mechine mechanic makin out in the corner of the lounge. that ended my first marrage. it was over two yrs befor it happened again. I saw myself run a red lite and hit a car on my first dirt bike. the crash sent me over the bars like superman landing in the street. but the bike had been dead for a yr or so I thought nothin of it at the time and sold the bike to my sisters husband. he rebuilt it and brought it by to show off , yep I took it out for a spin and hit a car at the four way lite right by the house. I went flyin over the hood and landed in the street. shortly after I got married to my current wife and the dreams stopped for about five yrs. then we took our first child to the circus and that night I saw a man laying face down in a creek, I said oh its Tommy he's just drunk again, and then I walked up the street to a yellow house and knocked on the door a young girl with her face painted white opened it sayin hi my name is Marie, two days later I got a call from the leader of a charity group I had been collecting donated food and clothes for. to give the Indians on the pine ridge res. in south dakota richard said the woman I was to deliver to was wilda whiteface and gave me the adress. when I got to the house it was yellow I knocked, the daughter opened the door and said her name was Marie .it was the same girl I had seen I just stood there stairing at her. she got scared and went to get her mother Wilda. I told her about the dream I had, and she said it is a common thing among the people on the res. and that her brother had been found dead face down in the creek three days befor he was a drunk and must have fell. his name was tommy, she then took me to talk with some white haird old man he must have been at least a 100 yrs old. she said he was a tribe elder and a man of visions .when we got to his house he called me by name, then ask me why I had been so long away from my people. I had never been there befor and never seen him befor in my life. the old man told me stuff he couldn't know. stuff like I was afraid of spiders, and not just afraid, scream like a girl scared. that my dogs name was sam and I had named him after Samson from the BIBLE storys, and that some times I can lift way to much weight for a person my size. but not always just when needed. that spooked me some cause I have done that a few times. while I was dating my wife her car died so I pulled the motor out to rebuild it and when I got the block stripped and ready for the mechine shop I had to put it in the trunk of my car. the only one there to help me was the wife, so I had no help realy. as I stood there wondering how the hell I was going to get the thing in the car somethin in my head said just pick it up boy, so with out realy thinkin I grabbed the block(aprox 300 lbs) and put it in the trunk. my wife freaked. she told every body she knew, no one believed her. but she will tell you to this day, bout that day. he also called me buy my grandfathers nick name he had for me. he quoted it perfect saying.( you are my little savage who has come home.) grandpa would say that every summer when I got to his house . befor I left the res. Wilda took me to the funeral of her brother . while I was there the ghost dancers came to sing of the mans life, as soon as they started to sing I started to cry like a little kid. then from no where the old man shows up right next to me and said little savage the song speaks to your heart. go now and tell what you see to all people .you have been touched by the spirits of the warriors. that incounter sent me off the deep end for a couple yrs. I have never been back to the res. not for any reason other than no time. I would love to return and see Wilda and Marie and if he's still there the old man. maybe some day I will get back to the res................ok its way late again sorry for the way this is getting posted but I don't know how to do much with computors hell I'm lucky to get it done this way will pick up here tomarrow.
