Carl Miller
Active Member
I said you are an artist HDRKID.
Lately I haven't been feeling
good at least not as good as Ive used to be.
Unfortunately my experiences are tragic enough to become comedies. I really wish I could share a less heartfelt story.
I have met already a lot of really creative funny participants on the websites I have signed up for as a blogger or a poster.
nderf, kfa.org, obe4u, and I half dozen others.
I might have expected I would feel myself better after the traumatic event I ve been through. I mean I would be feeling better for having the chance to speak my troubles away.
But it does not get any better.
I am fortunate not to be made fun of on this website. And I am happy enough because of that.
I just finished downloading all the files I got from Jim Sparks on the youtube. They were 13 in all. I even had them converted into mp3 so that I can listen to them thru my mp3 device.
How I wish I could have so much fun I had had during the years me and my late wife were going through the abduction process. I mean I could not help it to have had a lot of fun for the amazing experiences we had been through.
But unfortunately what seemed to be a blessing turned out to be a damnation.
On the ongoing process the life of my life committed suicide jumping off from the Paranaiba river bridge ..it seems she jumped headlong and had her head broken at the bottom of the river.
But of course I do not wish to
create a scene out of this tragedy thst happened at the end of 2010.
I only know there s something I will never forget. The experiences I posted on the internet that during 2011were visited by a great number of people- 56.000 visits only on nderf.
That was the only emotional response I wanted. I did not bother to be chased by trolls,internet clowns... All I wanted was telling my story and how it ended up with the self destruction of the love of my life.
Only one more thing. Nobody yet neither my supposed foes the internet trolls neither those who bragged thenselves to be debunking me. Well evilness have limits cause after reading what happened to my late wife and me somthing must have rin
ged a bell inside them. They had no nerve to make fun of my late wife s death.
What moves me into taking part on alien phenomena in general is the grudge I keep inside for these creatures which have no compassion. I take them as demons.
When you have a kind of mission to carry out we have the protection from other beings apparently from higher level. All people who tried to cause me real harm ended up deeply hurt.
Lately I haven't been feeling
good at least not as good as Ive used to be.
Unfortunately my experiences are tragic enough to become comedies. I really wish I could share a less heartfelt story.
I have met already a lot of really creative funny participants on the websites I have signed up for as a blogger or a poster.
nderf, kfa.org, obe4u, and I half dozen others.
I might have expected I would feel myself better after the traumatic event I ve been through. I mean I would be feeling better for having the chance to speak my troubles away.
But it does not get any better.
I am fortunate not to be made fun of on this website. And I am happy enough because of that.
I just finished downloading all the files I got from Jim Sparks on the youtube. They were 13 in all. I even had them converted into mp3 so that I can listen to them thru my mp3 device.
How I wish I could have so much fun I had had during the years me and my late wife were going through the abduction process. I mean I could not help it to have had a lot of fun for the amazing experiences we had been through.
But unfortunately what seemed to be a blessing turned out to be a damnation.
On the ongoing process the life of my life committed suicide jumping off from the Paranaiba river bridge ..it seems she jumped headlong and had her head broken at the bottom of the river.
But of course I do not wish to
create a scene out of this tragedy thst happened at the end of 2010.
I only know there s something I will never forget. The experiences I posted on the internet that during 2011were visited by a great number of people- 56.000 visits only on nderf.
That was the only emotional response I wanted. I did not bother to be chased by trolls,internet clowns... All I wanted was telling my story and how it ended up with the self destruction of the love of my life.
Only one more thing. Nobody yet neither my supposed foes the internet trolls neither those who bragged thenselves to be debunking me. Well evilness have limits cause after reading what happened to my late wife and me somthing must have rin
ged a bell inside them. They had no nerve to make fun of my late wife s death.
What moves me into taking part on alien phenomena in general is the grudge I keep inside for these creatures which have no compassion. I take them as demons.
When you have a kind of mission to carry out we have the protection from other beings apparently from higher level. All people who tried to cause me real harm ended up deeply hurt.
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